everything in my life right now except for social stuff is a blazing mess
all this week (and a good slice of this semester so far as a more general thing) my mental state has been spiking and crashing along all axes like a poorly managed economy. at the moment i hate everything, solidly including myself. i don’t want music (not that i could sing right now even if i wanted to, i’m sick with something that’s making me lose my voice), i have to struggle not to sneer in public. i haven’t written a word in weeks. i don’t even want to look at cat pictures. i’m so fucking tired.
i can smell gasoline on my collar. good thing i don’t have matches in my room.
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just read jkr as 'joker' and for a second i thought joker (2019), a movie i haven't seen, had a subplot about him having influence over a bunch of fucking terfs???
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Me: wow I can't wait to die
Also me: continues to search for Internet boyfriends
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There were some protests today about some tree getting cut down in the Canopy District. It’s probably historical or whatever, but all the weird bugs can just find a new one, can’t they?
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