#deeply upsetting i feel like i just popped into existence and im nowhere near as much of an adult as i should be by now

[aworldofendlesswonder]

heugh

#me? 23 and still posting tag vents on tungalor dot com? it's more likely than you think #listen twitter is too public i don't wanna bother people with my whining i just want it off my chest #anyway do u ever feel so fucking odd like u don't belong in your body #not in a trans way just like. literally it's like u got plonked into someone else's life and it all feels Wrong but there's nothing u can #do about it bc what the fuck does that even mean lmfao #deeply upsetting i feel like i just popped into existence and im nowhere near as much of an adult as i should be by now #bcos i don't have anything to draw from!! i don't have any idea of my life i barely remember the last few years nvm the rest of it!!! #how am i supposed to know what to do when as far as my brain is concerned im not even the correct pilot for this meat suit #anyway i am ✨manifesting✨ my next psychiatrist appointment to come quickly bc my meds clearly ain't fucken working lmao #useless post #personal #might delete later but also might not bc i feel like i should bring this up with the aforementioned psychiatrist