#cus I’m prone to being misunderstood ✌️😔

[peapod20001]

Not a vent jus an emotional observation, but it kinda sucks when you slowly realize you can’t be the friend someone needs you to be

#random post #also goes for other relationships but I digress #idk it’s kinda like taking away a fundamental part your life cus u just aren’t what they NEED #this really isn’t a vent btw it’s just smth I’ve been thinking about and I think I’ve accepted it #a part of me REALLY wants to talk about it with someone to like. have an outside perspective on my thoughts lol but I don’t wanna fuckin #idk the word. bother? worry? someone else? I also don’t wanna be misunderstood as like. malicious or mad or anything lol #cus I’m prone to being misunderstood ✌️😔 #that’s more or less a fact funnily enough there been more than a few times where I’ve just been like ‘NO WAIT. THATS NIT WHAT I MEANT’ #I honestly can’t tell what gets misinterpreted sometimes but I digress. anyways #good news is. we don’t really talk. anymore lol so it’s not like im suddenly outcast or anything #sounds sappy but I already mourned the loss of this friendship a long time ago. DAMN that sounds dark but. yknow #it’s kinda nice sharing these thoughts <3 ive been feelin like this for MONTHS and I’m done feeling sad or getting myself sick over these #feelings >:) #in other news the duct tape on my phone (the tape holding my case together) has been peeling back so NOW my hands are sticky </3 rip