#colloquially known as 'the torture fic' lmao the first chapter is basically Just Violence

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thinking about some of my general wips and being like, ah damn i missed my window where i’d worked up the nerve to post some incredibly violent/dark shit and now i need to go through the whole process of telling myself i’m allowed to do that and nobody’s gonna be like, horrifically weirded out if i do-

#gav gab #writing liveblog #colloquially known as 'the torture fic' lmao the first chapter is basically Just Violence #and the second and third chapters are like #reckoning with trauma and recovery and damage etc #contemplated making an ao3 alt just to post that fic #and others that are like #more extreme than my usual fare #but got talked out of that by some friends who made some great points #SURE WISH I REMEMBER WHAT THOSE POINTS WERE NOW