#cognitive decay frm th mental illnesses iv got

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#txt #lik my speech has gotten prog worse ovr th years #n its really sad to see the degineration of skill ykno ????? #n if i thnk abt it too long it gets rly scary #cos wht if it continues to get worse #im only 26 #will i still be coherent at all by 36???????? #disjointed thghts leadin to disjointed speech n lots of mem issues n lik #brain injury frm drug use n brain injury frm prolngd cmplx trauma #lik i didnt stop recieving Near Constant Trauma until lik two or three yrs ago #before tht all i evr knew was trauma n varying degrees #cognitive decay frm th mental illnesses iv got #cognitive decay frm th stuff idk abt n dnt wanna thnk abt tht runs in my family tht scares me so deeply n so wholly #thers jus a lot #its scary but we stay silly ig