#chipping away slowly until i can get this cyst on my wrist treated

[desnas]

it is literally infuriating wanting desperately to be able to draw. i've had an itch to create and illustrate for the past three weeks and i can't even do it because of how excruciating this wrist pain has become

#i feel really stupid and bad for taking so many commissions and then it all suddenly getting so much worse #i'm really grateful everyone has been so patient with me #and it's like i still intend to finish them #chipping away slowly until i can get this cyst on my wrist treated #but even beyond comms i just want to DRAW for the fun of it i miss being able to do it every day. i'm tired of living like this! #no wonder i've been so depressed and sad lately #i can't express my creativity the way i want to and that SUCKS i hate being stifled #anyways sorry for the long ass vent i'm just tired #might delete later #faye.txt