#chase was my first real outlet outside of myself for hurt/comfort with him n schneep

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thinking about our boys and CRYING and weeping an d.

#like :(( they've been here for what? 5 years now? i wanna say? #i dont feel like going back and checking #but like. i was just a baby!! i was just a little infant thing!!! #once that hyperfixation faded a while back i like. havent looked at any of the canon stuff without cringing #but now with the new video it's like :(( #that was my first hyperfixation. my start on tumblr :( #i got to meet most of my mutuals that i can call my FRIENDS now!!! #the ego comics arent even for me anymore. they're for that baby that waited so patiently for a smidgen of canon content #c!jack not being canon would make her blood boil. and to that i say. fuck yeah #anyway.....i miss them :( #chase was my first real outlet outside of myself for hurt/comfort with him n schneep #jamie taught so many writers how to develop their styles when writing mute characters and sign language!! that was so cool to see!! #still debate changing my name to marvin sometimes #idk just to think that these characters formed so much of MY life and probably so many other people's...it's sweet #im babbling on the internets again.