#charot ako pasimuno

[walangmaisippnaurl]

tangina imbis mag aral, nag uusap na kami san iinom after exam tapos ano iinumin. ang mga bakla bet pa mag transient here sa baguio para lng uminom o kaya daw la union. WHAT IF IPASA MUNA NATIN TONG EXAMS MGA TEH?

#charot ako pasimuno #di ako uuwi hanggat di ako sumusuka mga putangina #ipon na ipon na sama ng loob ko

[neo-shitty]

OH WAIT HAVE I NEVER CUSSED HERE BEFORE?? LMFAOOO i cuss a lot fyi. i think i just unconsciously emit it every time i send asks since i never really swear in english (so weird dba,, di lng tlga sanay xd) and kahit na alam ko filo ka,,, nasanay na lang Y^Y pero yes, if you hear me irl, ang lutong mej <//3 pati, i forgot to thank you Y^Y prng ewan ako :"> i really love when the dust settles kasi heh. wowww, its cool na you pick up metaphors from the smallest mundane actions 🙌 stan yan 😌 HAHAHHAHA TUMAMBLING 😭 pati, hopefully okay na yung relationship mo with that person :>> definitely would choose hurt/comfort over angst. may unting fluff na plus, for me, mas nakakaiyak pa kaysa pure angst 🤔 hindi naman maulan dito but at early morning and late night sobrang lamig 🥶 kaso sa afternoon ang init pa den todo :< ingat pala diyan!

agree, if bagyo talaga sobrang scary. there was one time, this year lng like august or september siguro, sobrang lakas ng ulan dito samen, everyday siya tuloy tuloy. tas ang lala lng talaga ng thunder and lightning, scariest rain na na encounter ko buong buhay tbh. it was madaling araw, nagbabasa lang ako sa tumblr tas ang lakas ng kulog Y^Y kaya di ko ma feel yung story kasi nagugulat ako LOL kaso yun nga, if sobrang ulan diyan, dont forget na mag ingat !

OHH NA FFEEL KO NA, YUNG SIDE CHARACTER NA EAN SI HAECHAN AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

di lang alak,,, naririnig ko noon na they do it mainly to find drugs and weapons Y^Y DUDE ANG SKERI NON LIKE EVEN IF WALA NAMAN TALAGA PERO AAKALAIN NG SCHOOL NA MAY NAGGAGANON SAMEN (kahit as precaution lng) ,,, i mean not impossible pero ang scary pa den ya know 😭 nakakakilabot 💀 so dun dun eto na sa chika :>> would read that fic if ever gawin mo as inspiration ✨ ang inchresting lng nung story time nato. ang mood nung "char lang" HAHAHHHA PERO OMG GHOSTERS MGA NAKAPALIBOT SATEN... :<< ako lang yung ghost na di mang gghost <//3 grabe naman si kuya, kinalimutan lahat 😕 grabe ah kasi iniwan kang hurtingz tas babalik siya ng parang walang nangyari, hapi hapi lang sya kahit siya naman pasimuno >:(( sarap batu- CHAROT (omg pag mali intindi ko, papalamon na lang ako sa lupa sa kahihiyan 🕳️ ) DUDE MALA MAIN CHARACTER VIBESSSS YUNG PART NA NAG PATUGTOG NG HULING SANDALI 😩pati wAITT,, inspired yung 2 fics na yun from that ?? omg i remember reading them,,, will re read pra lng felt ule yung story ng buhay mu <3 pero ang touching ng silent closure like fr.

im looking forward sa roger rabbit heh saw that a long time ago pa sa wips mo,, parang malapit na ang time para ma release siya 😌 its great na you had fun sa beach ! sguro the new scenery made you more relaxed kaya nakatulog ka maaga :>> other than the two times i got vaxed, never ako nakalabas sa bahay the whole 2 years ng quarantine :<< sobrang strict ng mother ko sa health safety kaya ~.~ di pa rin makalabas kasi yung 2 kong mas batang kapatid di pa vaxed Y^Y yung bestie na nakwento ko sau noon sa banner, u remember her? bday na niya kasi soon and balak niya sana mag mall with friends pero di natuloy kasi bawal ako <//3 its funny kasi she said gawan nya ng ppt defense para makasama ako tas bigay niya daw sa mama ko LMAO padala nlng ako cake with letter heh.

honestly, natawa lang don sa twt post XD one of the major problems yun sa stan twt na namimilit mag vote. nakakakonsensya kaya na makita na a lot are saying sorry dahil sobrang busy tas di makaka vote Y^Y GUILTY AKO SA NOT VOTING <//3 i rarely vote for award shows (only at times na maalala ko at di tamad), usually nag aabang lang to watch the perfs 😎 pero in some way, naiintindihan ko (di lang yung mang hhate yung iba sakanila sa mga di nakaka vote :<) den why theyre so hyped sa voting kasi dasurv naman tlga nila lahat ng awards (wow taray) regardless if sinong artist ean, dapat may award silang lahat dun palang sa fact na naka debut sila eh >:)) big achievement kaya eon. yung natawa lang ako mostly is tinatry nila i clown stayblr LMFAOOOO legit strategizing and coming up with plans para ma promote voting. idk if youve seen it pero yung blog na nag post non is na targetan ng toxic stays which is sobrang nakakalungkot ~.~

I WATCHED JAEMINS WEB DRAMA. di ko bet plot pero ya know, watch for the actor SASAFHJHJFDJHFDDSF though natutuwa ako sa girl lead, cute niya lol if ever they DO get acting careers, ill watch every single one heh productive ito :>

I HAVENT READ STAR LOST SORY. i was supposed to after i read a few chapters of six of crows kaso ang ganda nung SIC omayyy na tripan ko agad kaya ayon, nagbasa hanggang napagod yung mata ko LOL i still want to read more pero tambak ako requirements aaaaa :"> will wait for no longer human AND roger rabbit 😎

omg tha 155.6k wc for the whole year??? damn, lakas mo. saved recommended fics, HAHAHAHAA ANG SOLID NUNG AOTM NI HYUNJIN AAAAAAAAAAA ilang araw den ako bago naka get over hhhh pag inspired talaga, bilis makagawa ng mga bagay bagay heh does that mean after roger rabbit, may hyunjin project ka? for the ask game pala :

- 9 - 11 - 13 - 15 - 18 👀👀👀👀👀 - 24 - 27 - 30

ang dami,, pero sge kaya mo ean 😭 BTW, baka weekend na ule ako makabalik kasi todo grind proj,,, have great days and nights !!

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— fanfic end of the year asks!

9. longest wip of the year — definitely no longer human like how the hell did a 6k outline turn into a 30k monstrosity. still, i'm glad the worst part of writing it is over.

11. fandom you enjoyed writing for the most this year stray kids !! T_T me and my personal attachment huhu also jjk/bsd tho they're all drafted so :D

13. favorite writing song/artist/album of this year writing songs are can you feel my heart by bmth and run by bts. artist is arctic monkeys and album is AM by arctic monkeys as well. didn't realize i had a lot of fics inspired by their songs :D (unwarranted but just go by ikon for last year, it played on shuffle rn and huhu still breaks my heart)

15. something you learned this year that there are technically no set rules in writing and that i should stop trying to change my own style to appease everyone else or be on the same league as more experienced people. that i should write whatever i want; not for an audience, not for the notes. write the stories i want to tell. and i'm not obligated to write for anyone else, not even for me if it feels more draining than a breath of fresh air.

18. current number of wips the whole list of wips? i'm not so sure. but those i'm actively working on are roger rabbit and no longer human only. other wips are : a christmas fic with chan, a collab fic for jisung (nct), milestone requests for hyuck and jeno, aotm hyunjin idea LMAO and that's it i guess? so seven e.e how many will end up finished? unsure.

24. favorite fic you read this year cries, 5 minutes by doiefy :(((( i love it still, i always will. my dystopian lover ass loved every word T_T and hyuck was a really interesting side character here huhu loml

27. favorite fanfic author of the year she's inactive now but inktae!! i don't even stan bts but her writing is exceptional. i binged her works earlier this year and it really left an impact T_T

30. favorite fandom to read fics from this year bungo stray dogs i haven't read a lot of kpop fics this year and it's less about my waning interest but more on no longer finding writing that i like or new plots. but if i was held at gun point, i would say nct.

yeah, you never cuss here! i get conscious when i cuss :D like bad influence ba aq ajuju #BadAte HAHA if you cuss a lot, that's me and you and chan :D then we are pakshet malutong irl :") no worries with the fic! i'm glad i got to write for you. and yes, we're fine now. quarantine made realize the values of a lot of relationships that i once took for granted. pinas things talaga yung rainy season and all .__. i thought at this point masasanay na ako sa mga bagyo inde pa pala xd also yes, ingat ingat nalang tau zzz and yes, the side character is haechan T_T babawas bawasan ko fic-time niya slight.

drugs and weapons cries T_T buti nalang na wala pang nangyayaring ganon tho i'm glad your school is checking and being cautious abt it. and abt your reaction to the chika, HAHA I HATE GHOSTS SO MUCH <//3 so tru doe siya naman nagpasimuno baliw amp toffee pampalipas oras era 2019 ganon. RIGHT sobrang fic inspo worthy but i don't think i can do justice to that moment yet kasi di pa ako gaano kagaling magsulat ng emotions. siguro soon?? baka next year mag aall too well (toffee's version) tayo. yep! the fics weren't just inspired, written for talaga HAJSHAJ iniba ko lang yung names and perspective kasi letter like yun before.

ahhhh im excited for roger rabbit as well but it's really hard writing from 7 different perspectives e.e yeah people tend to not be able to sleep sa ibang environment but i tend to sleep soundly??? baka sa bahay may mali omg HAJHJA di ka nakalabas kahit mall ??? :((( omg ohhh i hope your younger sibs get vaccinated soon :(( sayang na di ka pinayagan ka but i get the strict parents thing and it's for the best for your sibs.

panay retweet nalang ako nun regarding the voting. i mean, we're not really obligated to do that. it would be good if we did pero not to the point na fake fan ka porket di ka nagvovote baliw. i used to vote last year nung mas maluwag sched ko. i ended up being torn between my fucking groups :D esp for performance awards kasi andun lahat ng ults kRAZY. yeah, i do believe they all deserve awards pero mawawala siguro yung sanctity (what a word) ng award if lahat mabibigyan. BUT STILL, EVERYONE DESERVES SOMETHING .___. di ko pa nakita yung blog but it's quite unfortunate that people target blogs for something that petty. the world has worse problems and that is not one of them :D

i haven't watched jaemin's drama AAAAA if i have time soon, i might. i'm glad that you will tho HAHAH i'm really not interested sa dramas kasi nga yung attention span ko :(( ang ikli :(( and i get more upset when i'm unable to finish dramas ganon. internal problemz AND DUDE STOP APOLOGIZING OMFL but i'm taking the apology because you read six of crows <333333333333 i fucking loved it *punches a wall* it's (kinda) my inspo for the writing style of roger rabbit. reqs first before reading hehe thank you for waiting for my fics AAAA :((( kilig aq slight

the word count chonky this year #peakproductivity. AND YES !! please read those fics so good *chefs kiss* my eyes are blessed. dude i keep denying that aotm's impact but d u d e THE BRAINROT IS SO BAD IM SUPPOSED TO BE WRITING ROGER RABBIT. i can't promise the hyunjin fic yet, but the idea is there so maybe. this is just me finding an excuse to write bad boy hyunjin xd

take your time!! and good luck with your school work :3 kaya mo din yan!! likewise!! get some rest in between your busy days. good night! :)))

#toff.asks #👻

[twentyfourthsinco-blog]

Bakit ang pangit mo?

Hindi naman ako boyish wayback highschool eh. Nagkataon lang na tropa ko ang mga lalaki. Ginagamit nila ako, instant secretary ng mga hayop. Pero presidente sa pagdidesisyon. At ginagamit ko din sila. Utusan ko sila sa oras ng pangangailangan. Alila naman nila ako pag oras ng laro nila pag intrams. Water girl. Hayop talaga. Pero close kaming lahat. Kahit secrets, lalo na pagtungkol sa mga babae.

Mas mukha daw akong lalaki dahil sa laki ko. Mga pashneya talaga. Kaya siguro wala lang sakin ang mga usapang lalaki kahit minsan below the belt na ang usapan. Ni hindi man lang nahiya sakin. Di nga daw kasi ako babae. Period.

Hanggang sa nag4th year kami. Noon pa man, nagkakaroon na ng mga loveteam-loveteam ang mga pashneya, at ako din nakitaan ng partner sa kalokohan. Yun nga lang, kung anong ikinaliit nito, siya namang taas ng kayabangan sa katawan at bawat sulok ng mga ugat nito. Kaya never ever akong nagkaroon ng interes sa kahit kanino.

Nasa kasagsagan ng mga loveteam-loveteam sila, ako hindi active sa mga ganyan- aba pakialam ko sa kanila- tropa is truepa, wala daw talo-talo- bukod sa dahilang lalaki nga daw ako. *Pashneya uli sila* Active naman ako sa mga subjects namin tapos naging favorite yata ako ng teacher kasi lagi akong tinawatag, kahit naman noon pa. Nagiging instant secretary rin ako tagacheck ng mga exam namin. Husay. Edi medyo umaangat ako, kahit na alam kong may mas sikat sa classroom namin. Syempre sino lang ba naman ako kumpara sa kanila na may kaya at mga bibo sa klase.

Nang biglang lumapit sakin ang  isang tropa ko. Ito yung mas close ko sa lahat. Ito ang pasimuno sa pagiging secretary ko ng tropa, gayagaya kasi yung iba. Tapos ito yung mas tumutulong sakin pagkelangan ko ng backup. Taga punas naman ng pawis at tagakuha ako ng tubig nito. (Hayup sa pagkaalila pala ako noon *Face-palm 1,000,000 times*)

May walang kwentang bagay akong kinukulikat sa upuan nang lumapit ito. Saka ito yumuko at tinitigan ako. Matagal.

"Anong problema mo?" Tanong ko dito, naasiwa ako bigla kasi parang nakakaasar na bigla kang tititigan.

"Bakit kasi ang pangit mo?" Walang prenong tanong nito. Hindi sakin inalis ang tingin nito.

Wow ha?! Hiyang-hiyang naman ako dito na saksakan ng gwapo. Siguro nga gwapo ito, para sa kanila- sa ibang babae, I mean. (Pero never ako nagkainteres dito. Tropa eh.) Saka kilala ito sa buong school, basketball player eh, (dagdagan pa ng yabang kaya naging kilala) saka dahil sa kaloveteam nito na kilala rin. Sumasali kasi sa mga search. Pero close ko rin ang babaeng yun.

Inirapan ko ito. 

"Bweset ka talaga." 

 "Matalino ka sana eh."

 Saka ito tumayo at lumapit sa ibang mga classmates namin.  

Grabe siya sakin. Ang hard. Tanggap ko namang pangit ako eh. Saka akala ko kasi noon, lalaki ako.    

Saka may nagkacrush naman sakin ah? Finiflames pa nga ako sa blockboard nun *sobs* Charot! Ew. Yak. Pwe.

Pwera biro, alam kong pangit ako, pero yung irealtalk ka, bes! Grabe. Di ako nasaktan dahil totoo namang pangit ako, ang ikinatampo ko lang, tropa ko siya pero bakit ganun?

Hanggang ngayon, nagkikita pa rin kami. May asawa na ito at anak. Ganun din yung ibang tropa. Yung iba, hindi pa yata nauutog at nagagayuma kaya wala pang mga asawa.

Pero ilang taon na ang lumipas, di ko pa rin makalimutan ang tanong na yun. Hahaha ewan ko ba? Napakabigdeal? Di naman.

Bakit ba kasi kinakailangan sabihin yun? I mean, lahat ng sekreto nila alam ko pero parang ewan sila sakin.

Buti na lang naging pangit ako. Ano na lang kaya pagmaganda pa ako. Woooah! Hangin! Lol. Pashneya.