#cause i'm not rlly sure what to tag this as but uuhhh yeah

[itstheelvenjedi]

Venty Vent post

The amount of family drama I have fucking dealt with over this past....week and a half, that came to a head this weekend. Y’all have no idea (and yeah hey hi, I dropped off the face of the earth, this is why lmfao. My parents suck 👍👍)

Anyway I think if BOTH of your kids sit you down and spend OVER 4 HOURS very gently trying to tell you that you need to see a fucking doctor and get help because you’re hurting other people AND yourself and we’re tired of pretending you aren’t anymore. And your only response to that is to fucking Bible-bash them. And straight up SAY “I know “bible-bashing” is a thing but-” as if we’re MAKING IT UP or it’s NOT REAL. Before proceeding to do FOUR HOURS of Bible-bashing without listening to a single motherfucking thing we have to say.

Then you know what fine. Fuck you. Go “pray” about it or whatever, I don’t fucking care anymore. I’m done. We’re both done with you guys. We don’t care no more.

#vent #elven screams into the void #anti-christianity #christianity critical #caps lock #ask to tag #cause i'm not rlly sure what to tag this as but uuhhh yeah #idk its been 3 days & i'm still fucking mad at this asshole #the lion the witch and the *AUDACITY* of this bible-thumping bitch #the urge to go complete NC is so strong #but i'm scared to bc they've kept me so socially isolated & so dependant on him for help #that if some fucking shit goes wrong i wouldn't know what to do & that scares me #but idk how much longer i can keep this shit up. idk how much longer i can pretend it doesn't bother me when it does #this is only the tip of the iceberg btw he had various other equally sus and fucking horrifying things to say #that i don't rlly wanna repeat here bc tumblr.hell do be cracking down on people talking about *their own damn trauma* now #and i don't wanna get murked lulz