#cause evan doesnt except his memories whatever is real and not corrupted by habit

[ants-personal]

have another one before work

At some point during his short stay at tims place evan ventures into tims bedroom. Not his fault tim left the door open. Plus he can always claim he got lost. And hes just so curious how this guy lives hes a survivor like him somehow and yet so far nothing like hes expected.

Especially seeing how tim was in his own film hes. They only thing he got right so far was tims disconnect with the rest of the world really. well all in all not that interesting its a basic room a few knick nacks here and there. A journal on the nightstand next to water and bottle of medication. Plain boring disappointing thinking tim would be more the older mentor type thats been training for the day villian comes back to shoot it with a bazooka or something.

But what catches his eye on the way out is a picture frame turned sideways on the second to last shelf. Weird so goes over and picks it up

Oh...

Its a group photo of tim and everyone else from marble hornets in one of their apartments. They are all laughing and climbing over eahcother to fit in frame. Unaware of the tragedy that will consime them. Chewing his lip he puts the photo back more gently then he picked it sliding it back when it hits something halfway. Evan slides the item out and his it feels like punch to the gut.

Its an old videocamera.

He had a simliar one with jeff and vinny when they started their channel. He turns into over in his hands a few times looking it over. Its honestly in good shape for how dated it is now. He slides his hand into the holding strap and opens the screen flap. The black screen has screatched and few smudges. It doesn't turn on probably hasnt in a while. Hes pretty sure its cause tim doesnt want it to. He closes with a soft soft snap and slide shi hand out.

His finger brushing against the end tip of tape. He run his nail over it again before turning the camera upside down. His breathing quickens. There on the base is lable written in cursive taped on.

Property Of Jay Merrick

His throat tightens his heart starts racing. He quickly slides the camera back. Quickly wiping at wetness in his eyes. Rushing out of the room and shutting it behind him.

#this scenes so important to me and also solidifys it in evans pov that tim is telling the truth. And also because tim would keep it the #through the guilt and rage he has something of his old life and jay evan has nothing hes not even sure his life is real but idk its upsetti #g since we all know what happened to jay and everyone evan seeing it after what happened with him idk i think hed get upset whatever #everymanhybrid #marble hornets #everymanhornets #emh #mb #tim wright #evan myers #like ya know idk trama bonding though he wont mention it for awhile hell bring it up and mention hes happy tim has something of his friends #cause evan doesnt except his memories whatever is real and not corrupted by habit #ant posts stuff