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10 Things About Me

I was tagged by @shortiemcbealle. Thank you dear!

1.) What are your favorite opening lines from a book?

Okay I’m such a cliché but like… okay the first chapter of Moby-Dick after the extracts and the etymology:

“Call me Ishmael. Some years ago—never mind how long precisely—having little or no money in my purse, and nothing particular to interest me on shore, I thought I would sail about a little and see the watery part of the world. It is a way I have of driving off the spleen and regulating the circulation. Whenever I find myself growing grim about the mouth; whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul; whenever I find myself involuntarily pausing before coffin warehouses, and bringing up the rear of every funeral I meet; and especially whenever my hypos get such an upper hand of me, that it requires a strong moral principle to prevent me from deliberately stepping into the street, and methodically knocking people’s hats off—then, I account it high time to get to sea as soon as I can. This is my substitute for pistol and ball. With a philosophical flourish Cato throws himself upon his sword; I quietly take to the ship. There is nothing surprising in this. If they but knew it, almost all men in their degree, some time or other, cherish very nearly the same feelings towards the ocean with me.”

Although Virginia Woolf’s opening from A Room of One’s Own is so good too:

“But, you may say, we asked you to speak about women and fiction – what has that to do with a room of one’s own? I will try to explain. When you asked me to speak about women and fiction I sat down on the banks of a river and began to wonder what the words meant.”

I mean, there are probably some I forget but right now those are my two favourites!

2.) What song always makes you emotional?

Aha which emotion are you asking about?

Evergreen by Ben Howard makes me so peaceful like I’m exactly what I want or need to be somehow. I wish I could feel like Lust for Life by Lana Del Rey.

Apart from that I’m a cliché and Keaton Henson’s songs usually make me quite emotional especially You and Healah Dancing.

Marilyn Manson’s The Nobodies still make me emotional, between sadness and nostalgia because it was the main song of my teenage years, back when I had the CD and everything.

3.) What is the creepiest thing that has ever happened to you?

The first (and last) boyfriend I ever had. I can’t even begin to tell you about him.

4.) How do you feel about candy corn, the most unappreciated candy in this universe? (No bias here, none at all.)

I actually never tasted candy corn so I don’t know!

5.) Your boozy drink of choice?

I really really like white wine. I never tasted good whiskey but I would like to try one day.

6.) What embarrassing/hilarious story never fails to be brought up at your family holiday dinners?

There are so many! I was a terrible child even before I knew what terrible meant aha. This one comes up pretty often: so I was like barely one I think, and my parents just booked a motel on a road trip. So they go and put me on a little inflatable bed while they bring the rest of the luggage in the room. They barely turn their heads for like three minutes, and they turn back and *poof* I’m not there anymore. Panic. Complete and utter panic (young parents and all you know) So they start looking around in the room because I couldn’t walk so I can’t have gone far. My dad goes to look under the couch and my mom snaps at him that I can’t have gone under the couch. Guess where I was? Under the couch on a bed of dust. I had rolled off the mattress in my sleep right under the couch. I mean… Yeah, me.

Another story was on the same trip, we were in a taxi to the airport and I was silent so my mom got suspicious and investigated and it turned out that I had put a coin I had found in the cab in my mouth because it was shiny.

There’s also that one time my parents gave me some champagne when I was three (I know) and I started singing Christmas carols and running around the table because, of course, I got drunk…

7.) Favorite childhood memory?

Well, as you can see above I got up to a lot of shenanigans… I think the best ones are all those times when your parents just let you go roam in the forest or swimming in the ocean. Like you feel free which is, as a child, so very very important. I think one of my favourite was me climbing a tree with my right arm because I had strained my left wrist (I’m left-handed) … climbing trees and falling out. And everyone on the block was impressed let me tell you aha. The adults less so…..

8.) What’s your ~aesthetic~ (doesn’t matter if it’s real or if it’s a goal)?

Okay omg, this is a big question. So I have a cabin near the woods. This is my home. A cabin in the gloomy pine forest in Tasmania. There is a trail that goes up in the mountains and another to the sea. You can see a lot of stars at night on the porch. My shelves are crumbling under the weight of books and there are blankets everywhere. There are enamel cups and an outdoor bathtub. I have dried flowers everywhere and fresh ones almost every day. The couch looks like it’s from a gothic revival castle and so does the bed. Most of it is black. Some autumn colours. From the outside it looks like a gloomy slightly dangerous cabin. In the inside it’s very clean and cosy even though it’s a bit of a mess sometimes. It smells like a bakery all the time.

(Like this is the now aesthetics, it changes between the Victorian gothic aesthetics and the cryptid hunter one, I just need to find a good balance between those two… All my camping gear being black helps aha)

9.) TELL ME YOUR HOMETOWN MURDER STORY.

Okay I don’t want to freak you out, but there are several?? I’ll go with the one that marked me the most because it was like my neighbours. Well, there was like our house, one other house and then the house where it happened. A guy came up around noon, looked into the house, saw the woman’s purse and decided he wanted to steal it, knocked on the door, the woman came to open and he stabbed her apparently a dozen times in the chest. He left with the purse and left her to crawl into her garden calling for help. Her young daughter had the time to lock herself in the bathroom thank god. A very very violent and utterly pointless murder.

10.) If you were to get a tattoo (or another tattoo), what would you get?

Omg, don’t start me on this. So this would be my third tattoo and I don’t know if I’ll have enough money to get it by November like I would like to, but I’d really like a wreath of peonies around my right wrist after my Nerval poem tattoo. That or a Don Quixote quote which would be a fandom reference of course aha. Or the ”There is freedom in the dark, once someone has illuminated it.” Which, like so many of you, hit me so deep in my feelings. Getting tattoos on my right arm is like the ultimate anti-self-harm method aha!

Oh gosh so now I have to tag people. Okay so I always want to know more about all of you but I don’t want to annoy you with those things, so if you don’t want to do it you don’t have to! And also if you want to do it and I didn’t tag you please do the thing and consider I tagged you! @glowinthedarkfindel, @mseleanorguthrie, @like-a-seagull !!

#here you go!#hope you enjoyed reading this aha #my life #sorry it's a bit long

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I'm wide awake I'm wide awake I'm wide awake Yeah, I was in the dark I was falling hard With an open heart I'm wide awake How did I read the stars so wrong? (I'm wide awake) And now it's clear to me That everything you see Ain't always what it seems I'm wide awake Yeah, I was dreaming for so long (Pre-Chorus) I wish I knew then What I know now Wouldn't dive in Wouldn't bow down Gravity hurts You made it so sweet Till I woke up on On the concrete (Chorus) Falling from cloud nine Crashing from the high I'm letting go tonight Yeah I'm falling from cloud nine (I'm wide awake) Not losing any sleep I picked up every piece And landed on my feet (I'm wide awake) Need nothing to complete myself - nooohooo (I'm wide awake) Yeah, I am born again Outta the lion's den I don't have to pretend And it's too late The story's over now, the end (Pre-Chorus) I wish I knew then What I know now Wouldn't dive in Wouldn't bow down Gravity hurts You made it so sweet Till I woke up on On the concrete (Chorus) Falling from cloud nine (it was out of the blue, I'm) Crashing from the high I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go, I'm) I'm Falling from cloud nine (I'm wide awake) Thunder rumbling Castles crumbling (I'm wide awake) I am trying to hold on (I'm wide awake) God knows that I tried Seeing the bright side (I'm wide awake) I'm not blind anymore I'm wide awake I'm wide awake (Chorus) Yeah I'm falling from cloud nine (it was out of the blue, I'm) Crashing from the high (Ya' know) I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go, I'm) I'm falling from cloud nine I'm wide awake I'm wide awake I'm wide awake I'm wide awake I'm wide awake • Explanations • Meanings • Share • Email • Print • February 22nd 2016 everlasting life without the Whore of Babylon TBA

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REGARDS

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https://youtu.be/LWlYEegpZEQ

“Katy Perry Calls Out Boyfriend Orlando Bloom For Looking Like Jennifer Aniston” ET Entertainment Tonight

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