hanrinz

[hanrinz]

they should literally let mc out of that stanky hunter uniform 😭 istg IM SICK of that outfit

#love and deepspace #LIKE FREE MY GIRL #she deserve to be dressed up fr

[hanrinz]

new boyfriend rin would never ever, under any circumstance, admit that he likes the pet names you call him. well… unless you would stop doing it. (also me pushing the bffs to lovers pipeline)

You must be upset with him, Rin is convinced so. It’s the only logical and sensible explanation behind this unusual behavior. 

And he's going mad about it. Itoshi Rin is going mad any second now if he can't get to the bottom of this, he’s certainly convinced.

Every instinct screamed that your recent behavior was a reaction to something he'd done, but what? Was it the late replies to your text messages? No, you knew he was at practice and you told him you didn’t mind. Was it about the souvenir he brought back home to you from Paris? Sure, you teased him about its impracticality, but nothing that warranted this icy distance.

Or maybe it was something he said now? It must be, right? Everything boils down to his reckless poor choice of words, he supposes.

Slowly, Rin approached you by the couch you’re seated in. With your attention preoccupied by the selection of shows you’re browsing, you settled on looking at him briefly through your peripheral vision. Amused by how he’s slightly tiptoeing around, you let out a half-suppressed laugh to yourself. 

He looks like a cat sometimes, you thought from the sight. And acts like one too. Like a big black cat who would hiss at you if you looked at him funny, or one that would bite your hand if you stopped petting him to sleep. Funny how Rin could be like that too.

The moment Rin settles into the plush comfort of the couch, he gazes at you through lowered lashes, trying to read the play of emotions on your face, if there’s any. 

There’s nothing worth noting, and he doesn’t know if that should assure or bother him.

“Are we… alright?” he drawled.

What the fuck. He did not just sound like that. 

He did not just ask that and sounded like an anxious pathetic wet cat who just had a new home waiting for its owner’s permission over anything (highly specific because he’s a bit dramatic). Just what kind of loser have you reduced him into, really.

Oblivious of the internal turmoil in Rin’s mind, you turn to him, “Hmm? Yeah? Why’d you ask?”

“Nothing,” he grumbled. It’s enough that he already humiliated himself for the way he asked if the two of you were cool— doing it again by exposing himself that he thinks you’re mad plainly because he hadn’t heard you call him a pet name (like you always do) would be mortification in its final form.

“Okay, Rin.”

That’s it. This needs to end. Forget humiliation. He would rather choose to feel pathetic over any day than continue with this charade.

“Are you mad at me?” 

“Why would you think that?” you asked back instantly, shocked and extremely confused because of your boyfriend’s question. You’re literally just looking for a movie the two of you can watch— how is that any indication of being mad at him?

“Just answer the question,” he fumed, impatience settling on the furrow of his brows.

You said in the beginning of your relationship that you didn’t appreciate the silent treatment and guessing games, so don’t you think it’s hypocritical of you to do the same to him? (You’re not, but he just doesn’t know that.)

“I’m not mad at you, Rin.”

“You so are!” 

“I am not! But you, yelling and instigating it are making me right now!” you countered, voice hinted with irritation, “What is your problem, Rin?”

There it is again. Rin rose from the couch to face your sitting form, as if standing would better prove his point. “See? You’re calling me Rin!” he blurted.

“Well, maybe because it’s your name?!”

“Not to you, it’s not!”

A beat of surprised silence. Until your lips grew to such a wide smile that made Rin physically feel his heart melting. 

Yet, in Rin’s true fashion, he’ll never let you know how much air you knock out of him because of your beaming smile. Instead, he’ll say something along the snarky lines of, “Stop smiling like that.”

“Did my big bad grumpy Rinnie here thought we’re on a fight because I hadn’t call him baby?” you ask, purposely stressing out the words to disarm him more.

With a feigned exasperation, he comments, “I forgot how annoying you are.” 

“And I forgot how childish you can get sometimes,” you countered.

“I’m not childish.”

“You don’t mind me calling you Rin then?”

Rin rolled his eyes at you, but you know better than to put meaning to it. He lowered himself onto the couch beside you. With a swift tug, Rin pulled you closer, closing the distance between you effortlessly. His arm found its way around your waist, drawing you snugly against his chest.

“But I don’t see why you need to…” Maybe he could be a bit childish.

“I thought you didn’t like it,” you shyly muttered, drawing shapes in his arm. “The pet names, I mean,” you clarified, sensing the confused look he’s probably giving you behind.

“What the hell are you talking about?” He is baby. He is Rinnie. Fucking hell, that’s so loser of him to even voice it out in his own mind. 

“What? You call me by my name!” you defensively pointed out.

“Doesn’t mean I don’t like your nicknames of me,” he mumbled, the words barely audible.

The pet names— they were more than what they served. It was important to him more than what he would admit. 

They were a secret language, a way you marked him as yours. A reminder that he wasn't just Rin anymore— just your friend.

He was now something more, something special.

A ghost of a smile tugged at the corner of his lips. “Besides… I love your name,” he whispered, his voice velvet against your hair.

It’s tender— no, it makes him tender. Saying your name has been the softest, kindest, and most tender way he’s used his words for. 

Maybe it’s a little pathetic, feeling this undone by a name. But then it’s you. 

It was your name— a name he could whisper with adoration, a name that belonged only to him to claim. 

You melt to his words, leaning deeper into his chest. A contented sigh escaped your lips, the sound swallowed by the warmth of his embrace.

Looking up at him, your eyes held a softness he often found himself getting lost in, “I love your name too, but I also like calling you pet names. Is it okay?”

“Whatever you decide.” He’s yours, either way.

note. this is basically rin being "my nameeee is whatever you decideeeee and i'm just gonna call you mineeee i'm insane but i'm your baby!!!!" yeah that song basically.

#I MISS HIMW SO MUCB NOJBOKDY VUNDERSTANGS #MIMI INLOBE YOUVSIMICH PLSLSLSLSLSLSLSPSLS #good lawddddd #IM NON MY KNEESSSS #🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ #I NNEDD HIM LIEK WATER AIR LIKE EVERY THISNG THAT KEEPS ME ALIVE 😭 #papakasalan aasawahin iiyakan yayakapin dadasalan sasambahin tititigan ipagmamalaki papatawanin papasayahin pagsisilbihan paglilingkuran ipa #gluluto ipaglalaba iingatan aalagaan luluhuran tatahulan magpapaalipin papatapak mamahalin habang buhay to have and to hold in sickness and #in health for richer or poorer to love and cherish from this day forward until death do us part yes father i do #I WANT TO KISS HIWM #DROWNING IN MY OWN MESS #“are we.. alright?” WE'RE SO FUCKIBG FINE I WANT YOU SO BAD ITS NOT FUNNY I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP #WE THANK THIS BEAUTIFUL MEAL WE ARE FED YOU ATE SO BAD #tears falling down my eyes #falling in love #RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH #🥹😭🙁😵‍💫😮‍💨😣😩😫🤭😍😞😞😞 #CAN YOU HEAR ME #IM IN SHAMBLESSWUDJSJ #I LOVE THIS SOMUCHBAKSHS #i am now renewed #rin itoshi x reader #blue lock x reader #ficrecs #HONEYBUNCH SUGARPLUM AKING SWEETIE PIE ANG COOKIES SA AKING CREAM ANG CHARGER SA AKING CELLPHONE ANG HOT SA AKING COLD

[hanrinz]

bringing back my canva-made navi FR just got premium for that 🤞🏻

[hanrinz]

When I say there are things that Israel will never ever take away from Palestinians I also mean the way the fight for Palestine is ingrained into almost every aspect of our lives, down to even the names we give our children who come decades and decades after our initial Nakba.

For example, Bisan is a very popular girls name in Palestine and it is the name of a Palestinian city that was depopulated by Israel in 1948. Girls with names like Bisan, Yafa and Jenin may not have seen these cities yet, but they carry them within them regardless.

Also, many Palestinians can identify with how our aunts and uncles have symbolic names such as A'ed or A'eda which mean returnee. These names were not chosen arbitrarily by our grandparents who were forced to raise their families in refugee camps. Similarly, there are names that are very common to this day like Thaer (revolutionary), Bassel (courageous) and Nidhal (revolutionary struggle).

We are literally walking around carrying notions of Palestine and our struggle with us and planting the seeds of resistance within our children, we must be so frustrating!

[hanrinz]

lowk wanna start a kpop (enha centric) s-blog lolollololok

#guys help me #im losing my sanity every day

[hanrinz]

opening up the drafts from hell

#NO ONE UNDERSTANDS

[hanrinz]

rin jumping over a car in the spin off ????

#DOING ALL OF THOSE JUST TO SEE SAES MATCH HELPP #ITS SO DANGEROUS #WHY IS HE ACTING LIKE SPIDERMAN WTH #I wont him so bad

[hanrinz]

https://beta.character.ai/chat?char=QObf_qgFGfMoUTzlioP3jTf9jsCl6enw3vTqtfne5Bw

Hello, I think this is your work? TwT

oh my fucking god. it is. does anyone know what i can do about this?

thank you anon for bringing this to my attention! i appreciate it a lot :) my fic is not stolen completely, the creator just took the first three or so paragraphs of my fic and... probably stole the rest too but from other authors.

but still, is there anyone who might be able to tell me how to deal with this :,D please...

#this is seriously disgusting #plagiarism is NEVER okay! #and stealing ppls hardwork with the love time and effort they put in it have some shame

[hanrinz]

BRO KNOWS HOW TO GET ME 😭 ITS NOT FUNNY

THAT SHOULDVE BEEN ME GO AWAY N*GI

#LOOK AT TGAT FACE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #GUYS GUYS GUYS GSUYSQLWISJSM #IM LAOKWHDHEKSNSN #keeping it together 🎀 #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #🥺😭💧 EE UUU U😭🥺💧Eu💧💧E E😭😭 EEUE🥺🥺😭UUUUE😭🥺💧🥺😭ue 💧ee😭🥺💧ue 🥺e e e😭. e 💧🥺😭Uueuuue. 💧💧E ee 😭🥺ee e🥺🥺😭eUEE 💧🥺 EUE #why is it always him #the favor they have over reo's partner liekhakwhd #i am well fed for a month

[hanrinz]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#IM LOSING IT #HE LLOKS SO GGOOD OQMGSHWKSN #I MISS HIM SM GUSY GUYS GUYS #PLS CHAT ROSIE CHILL #I WANT HIM SO BAD ITS INSANE #ALL I WANTED #*falls over* #RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #MY BABY MY LIGHT MY SHINE MY WORLD THE FRESH BREATG OF AIR MY LOVE MY ONE AND ONLY LOML CRYING SHAKING SCREAMING KM BEING FR IM LOSING MYSEL #fuck it if i cant have him 😭😭😭😭😭 #DOWN BAD #🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ #NO UNDERSTANDS #IM WEAK #its like being replenish after a long agonizing drought #“thank you for saving me i was so thirsty!” #(i gen hope ppl get that ref) #BUT AGHHHHHHHHH RINNNNNNNNN AKWJSHDKDJD #CAN YOU SEE MY HANDS ON MY HEAD #I LOBEHIM SOMEINE SEDATE ME #my knees buckling from shock adoration yearning wanting #si my home #my sure thing #my solace #my constant #my lovey dovey #my honeybunch sugarplum #my safe haven #my pahinga #my forever

[hanrinz]

when you get stood up ( all of enha )

femreader smau fluff & bestfriend!enha — your date stood you up but thank god you have your best friend to come help you out!!

cw supposed to be implied they like you but can be seen as strictly platonic (excluding sunghoon oops)

note queued 😇 i have a sunghoon piece coming out the beginning of may but other than that this will be the last u see of me until mid-end of may

#IM CRYING SO BAD #this is like one of my biggest fear lmfao (/srs /gen /li) #/hj #SUNGHOON IM IN LOVE #“platonic” friends to lovers my og trope fr #U ATE W TUIS ONE OMG #the 🎀 on hoon is so real #WONNIE IS SO ME HELPPGJKGB #enhypen x reader #ficrecs #A SUNGHOKMV PIECE ????????????? SIGN ME TF UPPPP

[hanrinz]

alaboadoa ➪ nariism

this is most definitely a sober decision

#alaboadoa you were an icon #NARIISM 🥳 let's gaoooottrr

[hanrinz]

gagi kinikilig ako acad rivals trope namin whuqwhahhqhahahh

helppp i love this kind of trope lmfao wishing u all the best nonnie😋🤞🏼

#letters. #nonnie. #even tho im not built for this kind of trope IM LIT SO HAPPY FOR U NONNIE

[hanrinz]

hi new mootsie <3 how are you lovely hanni? ugh i love the alias it's so cute and reminds me of newjeans

I squealed when I saw you followed me because I've been a secret fan of yours since back when I had my first blog haha

OMG HELLO LENI ^o^ i’m doing very well, thank you for asking <3 i just finished my midterms so yay for me no cause literally newjeans is the inspo, a friend of mine told me i remind them as hanni BYE

and omg please 🥹 a fan? THANKYOU SO MUCH you're so cute 🫶🏻 ugh i love your theme so much, its saur pretty !!! how r u doing as well bb? im really so sorry for the late reply T^T ahhhhh

#letters. #dear . . . leni

[hanrinz]

‘the possibility of you, outweighs the actuality of anyone’

#EISEN SAGE XU THE MAN THAT U ARE #what if i cried #this is my standard u guys.. #god me when #im srs tweaking

[hanrinz]

TBIS TIME I WANT YOU YOU YOU LIKE ITS MAGNETIC YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU SUPER 이끌림

BAE BAE BAE BAE ! DASH DA DA DASH DA DA LIKE ITS MAGNETIC BAE BAE BAE BAE DASH DA DA DASH DA DA BABY DONT SAY NO

#letters. #dear . . . alexis #my new mootie !!!!! #hiiii ^^ #magnetic is literally playing on repeat nd the dance is sooo addicting ahhh #HRUUUU <3

[hanrinz]

✩ ‧ ₊˚ SUMMERTIME CONFESSIONS — RIN ITOSHI

wherein summer comes to be more special than it was before.

summer heat has always been something rin hated. even more when he's out for practice, the scorching sun burning his skin as he runs under it. at the end of the day, it's searing rays seize down with him sweaty and tired.

and sometimes he thinks it's just down right hell to attend practice, when it's this time of the year. he wonders how he's still alive in this sweltering heat.

but even in this unforgiving hot weather, there are things rin likes. for instance, the ice cream he always had with you after a grueling day, with the sun setting painting streaks of oranges in the sky like a beautiful canvas and with a gentle breeze coming to caress his face washing away all the warmth he feels.

surprisingly enough, you always lose every single time.

with you complaining at the end of it about how it is so unfair and then proceeding to break it in half just so it wouldn't give you a 'bad luck', claiming that he only won this time and you'll definitely win the next. it has him looking so smug, and never fails to annoy you so much. looking at his ice cream stick with so much loathing, when you see the engrave 'winner' in it.

yeah, rin likes when he's out in the sun with you.

he also likes walking home with you, even if he would never admit it to your face. your head is already big enough for you to know he doesn't mind when you would talk endlessly. he wouldn't want you to know that he likes hearing your voice so much either.

or when you ask him for a piggyback ride that he always never seems to decline, even after a tiring day at practice.

so it's true, rin did like a handful of things especially when he's with you.

this time is no exception either, as he walks down on the same road from his childhood days, with you at his back lazily swinging your legs and your arms around his shoulders as you chatter away his ears off about your day.

and he only hums at you, absentmindedly. because this was all normal, this was all too familiar. nevermind about the way your hair is tickling his face or how he feels a little warm, and he doesn't know if it was from the heat or your presence alone.

because all rin knows is..

"i didn’t mean to fall for you."

and time stops, the breeze seizes its gust and he standstill at the pavement, near the playground where your memories lie together. maybe it was all too familiar to him, at the same place where he first met you.

and he doesn't look for an answer, neither did he expect you to say anything. but you do always love to prove him wrong, don't you?

"and neither did i."

"…fucking pardon?"

you only let out a small laugh. are you serious right now? jumping off his back, as you slowly saunter right in front him.

"for someone who is one of the smartest people i know, you can be really stupid sometimes." you pointed out, as if you knew. like you already knew and you just stayed silent all this time. you turn your back on him as you walk off to the playground, sitting down on the swing.

and you did. rin itoshi was never good at feelings and you know that enough after six years of friendship with him.

if he ever knew how much you try not to get caught up with your feelings for him, will he be more open about how he feels? you don't let yourself think too much about it.

and you didn't really hide your feelings much for him too. you wonder if he can feel your heart beating out of your chest whenever he's with you, when he holds your hand, or when he gets too close to you, or just how every moment with him has you falling all over for him and you might never show it, but rin itoshi did affect you, quite a whole lot if you're being honest.

you don't know what, if there's something that gets better than this.

you have that stupid smile on your face again. and he hates the way it has the tip of his ears colored in the shade of a rose, as if he's the only one feeling like a mess right now.

and maybe it was really all bound to happen anyways, because there is nothing that could ever be bound to be more than you, or anyone he wants to be with other than you.

rin itoshi likes a handful of things and maybe he just likes you a little bit more.

◞♡ likes and reblogs are highly appreciated! omg finally this is out of my drafts

#rebloging this bc i cant believe i wrote this #and also i havent put out smth since dec bye. #rin itoshi you consume my days 😵‍💫