Tumgik
#carrying around a suitcase
Text
quivering rn what the heck
baron from the baronies is something that can be so personal actually
ough
#fantasy high#baja’s blasting#the sheer unadulterated aromantic horror in his and rizz’s interactions jesus christ#‘everyone else will find someone they care about more than you’ hey. hey what if i cried#brennan lee mulligan why did you do this to me#the raw fucking dread the science with rizz seeing everyone he knows falling in love or dancing or making out#coupled with this freakish mannequin thing insisting that it is his romance partner. what the fuck#‘you are quite unlike your parents’ hey what the fuck man#and the fact that baron comes from a mirror which ties him into how riz perceives himself…aaaaaa#what if i cried. what if as in i am and have#AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO#it’s so sorrowful and realistic and terrifying and oh my god#i just can’t get over it. it is an amalgamation of riz’s fears of his friends all moving on from him after high school#and settling down romantically#it’s just so shfofksiokgnririe#AND THE FACT THAT BARON IS CREATED FROM A LIE RIZ TOLD IN ORDER TO FIT IN. HOW HE CARRIES BARON AROUND IN HIS SUITCASE#BECAUSE U CARRY THAT AROUND THROUGHOUT YOUR DAY#the horror of being in the closet is displayed so purely#also like. being aroace is really scary. it seems like everyone else has something magical that you never will#and you can’t attain it#and just jelstieoektkvkksir#they really did it justice#never gonna recover#sorry i wrote this before i learned that baron uses they/them :(#ignore my lack of lore knowledge#what i lack in facts i make up for in vibes
8 notes · View notes
dent-de-leon · 1 month
Text
remembering that Caleb originally designed the Vault of Amber to carry corpses--specifically, he envisioned killing Astrid and Wulf, using their remains as stand-ins for his parents' dead bodies, and that's...a lot. But--
It was supposed to be for carrying corpses. For making them conveniently disappear. When the Nein talk about bringing Molly back to the Blooming Grove to give him a proper burial, Caleb starts ritually casting Vault of Amber. "To take him with us," he says. Because that's exactly what this spell is built for, to carry bodies. And while Molly's lying there lifeless, Caleb is right beside him, still concentrating on his spell.
I don't know. Something about how he built this portable coffin to carry his former lovers who betrayed him. Something about how he was going to keep Molly in there. Caleb still wanting to hold onto his Circus Man in some way. His magic wasn't enough to save him, but. For just a moment, he still wants to keep him close.
And then, before the spell can take hold, when he's still looking down at Mollymauk and truly believes him to be gone--miraculously, his eyes open--
7 notes · View notes
arctic-hands · 9 months
Text
Has anyone gotten the Cane Buddy to actually stay put on their cane? It's "secured" to the cane by wrapping Velcro around the body of the cane, but like I think the makers forgot that canes are in general pretty damn smooth so no matter how tightly I pull the Velcro it keeps sliding down to the very bottom, which a) poses a dangerous trip hazard if you don't constantly readjust it, and b) the act of readjusting it either means bending my back the act of which has been declared verboten by both my rheumatologist and my physical therapist or lifting my cane off the ground which defeats the purpose of using a cane both for balance reason and for not putting pressure on my fucked knee
16 notes · View notes
mercyofempty · 11 months
Text
Tumblr media
bag update
15 notes · View notes
srijellyfishtempura · 6 months
Text
i loveeeee tone colour and i loveeeeee doing whatever i can to make tone colour really pretty but then. i have to bring a tenor trombone, an alto trombone, a euphonium, and a bucket mute to a rehearsal and also bring my cup mute and plunger for a later rehearsal and then everyone on the bus hates me because i have 3 instruments and 2 bags
5 notes · View notes
gynecologistmsfrizzle · 11 months
Text
being back at camp is so fun. my rambunctious ways and dykeish swagger have captured the hearts of our heterosexual men
6 notes · View notes
bl-ckarchive · 8 months
Text
Don trying to mack on someone like a knight, only to get flustered and teased because she's only 5"3
2 notes · View notes
viridiscrow · 5 months
Text
"Has autism" is so upsetting and uncomfortable. Please just say the word autistic. It isn't a dirty word, it isn't a bad thing to be autistic. I'm autistic. I don't "have" autism like a person "has" cancer. It isn't separate to me. It isn't external to me. It is me. It is my neurology. You couldn't "remove" autism from me without removing my neurology from my body. You would just be removing my mind. I am autistic.
1 note · View note
fluffykitteninabox · 1 year
Text
so we're back to leaks coming out late at night so everyone has already reacted to them by the time i wake up
great
5 notes · View notes
xcziel · 1 year
Text
i need a new phone, they're making me get a new sim card and this one's like ... so full
i don't have anywhere to store things to back it up but still have them accessible bc i don't have a desktop and like - my sd card is so full i can't save stuff from the phone to it
but new phones don't have sd card slots anymore????????????????
along with not having headphone jacks
so like i literally cannot buy a new phone and transfer all the crap on this one bc none of them have enough memory????????????
even the really fancy pricey ones are utterly shit in this regard??????????
(for clarity: i am speaking solely of android phones, i know not of iphones, i've given up on apple)
like i want a phone i can do photo edits on AND download mvs AND store multiple instances of 51 fifty-minute long episodes of a single chinese tv show to watch whenever PLUS a bunch of movies and screen recordings?
128GB is NOT ENOUGH for that especially since at least 12GB will end up being OS right?
like i literally was just looking to buy a new phone of the exact same kind i have right now bc it's perfect - it's only flaw is that it's old and full and won't be getting new updates - but i can't bc they're literally only available refurbished and then STILL thin on the ground
most likely bc they're the last phone generation with sd cards and headphone jacks!!! i don't blame people for not giving them up!
i just want to put the new sim card in something else so i don't have to worry about transfering and i can leave most of my stuff where it is and use Old Phone as a music player i guess
but i WOULD get a NEW new phone!!!
if only! they! had! expandable! memory!
we do not speak of cloud storage - if you have to keep paying extra for it, it doesn't count as part of your phone!!!
8 notes · View notes
anarchy-and-piglins · 2 years
Text
Friends, I'm off to the streamer danger zone 😎 wish me luck
16 notes · View notes
ahsterism · 1 year
Text
EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE - MICHAEL AFTON
bold what applies. italics for occasional.
been cheated on / been bullied / had your heart broken / broken someone’s heart / told a horrible lie / been betrayed / been framed or set-up / stolen something of value / overdosed on drugs / been drunk / cheated / bullied / been publicly humiliated / punched someone in the face / been beaten up / broken a bone / been admitted to a hospital / put someone in the hospital / had a near - death experience / been drugged / done drugs / smoked / been arrested / been homeless / been forced to commit a crime / died and came back to life / kissed someone you weren’t attracted to / bled severely / killed someone / been forced to kill someone / had an attempt on your life / lost someone / loved someone / watched a loved one die / failed to save or help a loved one / felt helpless / watched your world die , disappear / had your life’s work stolen or destroyed / gone without food for over three days / gone without sleep for over three days / been shot / been stabbed / been poisoned / been held prisoner / been trapped / been held hostage / held someone hostage / been stuck in a different world, universe, time / been abused by someone who should have loved , appreciated , valued you / had a panic attack / had night terrors / been in a car accident / lost your job / lost a fight / been divorced / been abandoned / passed out from pain / cried yourself to sleep / spent a whole day in bed / hurt yourself / taken your anger out on yourself / taken your anger out on someone you love / been used / been manipulated / felt used / manipulated someone else / had your memories , mind wiped , stolen or tampered with / been taken over by a hostile force / been terrified / played a cruel game on someone / been forced to smile / felt too many things at once / laughed when you felt like crying / been in denial / been denied / faced your demons
tagged by: christie saying “do it for michael i think it’d be funny”
tagging: you!!
2 notes · View notes
kiyinian · 21 days
Text
Part one
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・.・✫・
Ex-husband Simon who: Didn't leave your side when you said you were pregnant, who went to see you every day, even if those visits were after his work, in the middle of the night.
Ex-husband Simon who: Made video calls to you when he couldn't show up at your house, talking to you and the children, asking you multiple times if you were okay. Most of the time he listened to you talk about your day, he listened until you fell asleep on the other side, and he watched you sleep for a while. When he saw that you were safe and well, he would whisper goodnight and I love you, hoping that you would somehow hear it.
Ex-husband Simon who: Always found a way to go to all your appointments, just as he had done with your other times when you were pregnant. Every month he would go with you for a check-up, he could even play the tough guy, but he couldn't hold back the tear that formed in the corner of his eye when he heard the little ones' heartbeat. His own flesh and blood.
Ex-husband Simon who: Cried his heart out when he found out he was going to be the father of two girls, feeling nervous at the same time. At the ultrasound, he held your hand so tightly, his other hand stroking your hair as you watched your girls. He couldn't have been happier, and even happier that you were carrying his children once again.
Ex-husband Simon who: Almost committed a traffic accident when one of your kids called him, the little one saying that you weren't feeling well. He drove as fast as he could to your house, his hands shaking as he went to look for you. It was even worse when he found you pale, almost falling to the ground, probably a drop in your pressure. But it was enough to keep him up all night.
Ex-husband Simon who: Wouldn't take no for an answer when you told him he didn't need to move in with you, that you could manage on your own. But how? A whole house to look after, children, pregnancy. No, it was too much. You didn't have to deal with it on your own when he was around. So despite your protests, the next day he showed up with his suitcases, ready to move in with you once again.
Ex-husband Simon who: Did everything in the house, he didn't let you lift a single weight, he didn't even allow you to spend much time walking back and forth. You were pregnant, getting bigger and bigger, all you had to do was relax. The rest he did without complaint. Although he did burn the food, most of the time.
Ex-husband Simon who: Never ignored your cravings, no matter if it was late at night, or early in the morning, he would buy you whatever you asked of him. Even if it meant going out in the middle of the night to buy some random flavor of ice cream, he didn't care, as long as he could see you satisfied.
Ex-husband Simon who: Bought all the baby's utensils together with you, from the crib to the clothes, bottles, pacifiers, whatever you wanted to buy, he would go with you, and pay for everything, of course. Always buying toys for your other children, too. And he'd always buy whatever you wanted or needed, he'd never forget you.
Ex-husband Simon who: Surprised you by preparing the babies' nursery with everything you had bought, he renovated an entire room to make it fit for the arrival of the girls, and he also made some changes to the little ones' room, giving it to them as a gift.
Ex-husband Simon who: Watched you every night, waiting for you to fall asleep, keeping a watchful eye in case you needed something, anything. He was willing to help you with simple things, even if you needed help going to the toilet, if you had a craving, he was there for you. Once he saw you already asleep, curled up in the sheets, cuddled up with your comforter, he would go over to you and give you a kiss on the forehead, whispering I love you, and silently praying that you would respond with an 'I do too'.
Ex-husband Simon who: Agreed to spend the whole night by your side, comforting you after you had a terrible nightmare involving the children. He lay next to you as you asked, gently wrapping his arms around you and hugging you, kissing you on the cheek and calming you down.
Ex-husband Simon who: Felt his heart skip a beat when you told him you loved him and needed him, and that you wanted him to move back in with you and the children permanently. You didn't have to ask him twice, because he was absolutely sure that he would come back to you whenever you wanted him to.
Ex-husband Simon who: Couldn't contain the urge to kiss you, to touch you, just hearing you say you loved him, was enough to ignite a hot flame in him. In a matter of seconds he had his hands all over you, once again claiming what was surely his.
Ex-husband Simon who: Slowly pushed you to the side, spooning you from behind, his lips on your neck as he slowly entered you, pampering you with little kisses here and there. He made love to you so gently, in such a loving way, thrusting into you nice and deep, just the way you liked it. He'd be fucked if he didn't make this night with you count, he did everything the way you loved it, just to hear you begging him for more and more. He wasn't going to let you out of his arms that night.
Ex-husband Simon who: Woke up before you, ready to make breakfast for you and the children, but all his plans went up in smoke when he heard you give a little gasp, whispering that your water broke. He panicked.
Ex-husband Simon who: Knew it was your third pregnancy, but he couldn't control the adrenaline when you went into labor, it was always like the first time. He didn't waste much time and took you to the hospital, praying to whatever God up there that everything would work out.
Ex-husband Simon who: Stayed by your side throughout your labor, holding your hand while whispering sweet words in your ear, he didn't care how hard you were squeezing his hand, it even hurt, but he wanted to do the best he could to help you. It was desperate that he couldn't do anything for you, but his ears focused on the sound of crying that echoed through the hospital room, the first girl had come out, healthy and well. After some more time, thank God, the other little one came out healthy too.
Ex-husband Simon who: Cried inconsolably while holding one of the girls in his arms, rocking her while looking at her with all the tenderness in the world. She was so beautiful, so reminiscent of you. His heart beat so fast as he saw one of his little girls, his little daughter. Just as he didn't leave your side, watching you breastfeed the other little one. He tried to stop himself from crying even more at the sight.
Ex-husband Simon who: He won't leave your side, ever, not even if you asked him to. Especially now that your family was even bigger, he knew the responsibility that would come with two small children, but he also knew that every night awake would be worth it. Just as he wouldn't give up until he put a ring on your finger once again.
3K notes · View notes
wanhedas-dagger · 11 months
Text
I was gonna write on the train home but it was delayed by half an hour so it’s busier than usual and there’s no seats :))
1 note · View note
clvric · 11 months
Text
alt eav regularly hangs out with outlaws, bounty hunters & cowboys, she’s kinda stuck with them, but recognizes that they’re good people despite their pasts
drake is probably the best example, “rattlesnake drake” is famous for killing an entire village (but of course he didn’t actually do it) and she adores him (him being a snake totally helps)
it’s not that she fails to realize how dangerous these people can be, i mean, after all; she sensed right away that slade was up to no good and didn’t trust him at all, it’s just that she also knows she can be dangerous if need be, so she isn’t all that worried about herself getting hurt (though the thought still scares her)
it’s big tough guys like mak who she gets drawn to the most, because mak just decided to be her friend one day and protect her through their high school years, and when she sees that in other people (like drake); she can’t help but become attached
her type should be reptiles, but then slade came along and did awful things to her
1 note · View note
adamparrishdyke · 11 months
Text
went to a record store that had a whole p*negrove section but no fob? or other emo bands u find at record stores Things are getting fucking dire out here
0 notes