#can’t imagine being done so I am maybe throwing up needless barriers to completion

[nerdanel01]

me: hey I’m feeling creative and unusually energetic after a day of work, what if I wrote some fanfiction?

the terrible voice inside my brain: what if instead you printed all 800+ pages of your fanfiction that you have already written and gave it one more line by line edit for spelling, rhythm and grammar?

#incredible- nay insane- to be rewriting passages I first drafted over 6 years ago #I promise I am working on the new chapter too but weaker getting close to the end and I have commitment issues #can’t imagine being done so I am maybe throwing up needless barriers to completion #that being said some tense shit in chp 1 was way wack #I feel like I can finally be at peace with it after this last pass