#buuut hmm there's a lot i wna do but i'll rest my mind for now n just read a bit

[noxtivagus]

alphinaud leveilleur 🤍 c:

#🌙.rambles #I FEEL A LOT BETTER NOW ( i love ffxiv ) #after reading the tales stories again in lodestone i think #i love fiction #honestly i think i've still been a little too much disconnected from reality lately but it sucks bcs i'm not. really connected to like #idk my creativity n imagination means a lot to me. as well as success n work n uhh #i don't want to think about school for the coming week but i'll get it all done :') that said though #yk two years back i never thought i'd be this close to having any of these....? but like take ffxiv for example i've done #savage raiding. ultimate raiding. i'm a mentor now. it makes me so happy thinking of how far i've gotten #i cld get so much further yes but idk for ffxiv i don't stress too much abt that. it's my comfort game fr #even if i'm behind idrm bcs i'll catch up on my own pace. i shld apply that mindset too fr on other aspects of my life 😭 #being an fc lead soon.... damn. i have a lot of plans in my head. #i'm generally a quiet person n i am v shy at times but when i break out of my shell i think i have some natural leadership in me yeah #all that said though my laptop ran out of battery in the mid of writing this n now i'm reading a book so i forgot what i was gna write #buuut hmm there's a lot i wna do but i'll rest my mind for now n just read a bit