#but. instantaneously. for whatever reason. the waterworks went off lol

[ectoplasmer]

melv was pestering me about something last night, probably about how i needed to go to bed instead of finishing a paper, and somehow he ended up offhandedly referring to himself as “my” husband when trying to convince me to sleep, and legitimately i just. started crying dhdkdhd

#bakura gave him the nastiest look when he heard me sniffle but #it was a good crying!! i’m pretty sure #i don’t know if it was just that i was tired or if it was the idea of getting to refer to him that way #but. instantaneously. for whatever reason. the waterworks went off lol #he looked so guilty as soon as he noticed and was so worried that his teasing like. got to me or whatever #i had to explain that him so casually referring to himself that way absolutely fries my brain with affection #i did end up passing out shortly after so i mean!! hey it worked #but melv was a bit more cautious overall this morning #and it made me really sad because him and marik haven’t really like. expressed anything towards the subject of marriage like roo and yb have #so seeing that something so small yet with so much weight slipped into a sentence like that just. flicked something for me i guess #when i got home earlier I sort of sat with him and we talked and like #i dunno. i just told him that he didn’t hurt me or anything and that i just get Big Emotion from the sheer thought of him getting to be. #y’know. *that* for me #shortly after i sort of fell asleep in his arms and i think he’s okay now #i think i get it #i know why he gets like that sometimes but this is such a silly thing to get so worried over lol #like no!! i’m not upset or angry with you for saying something so sweet even if unintentional?? #i just. agh. i love him <3 #if this shows you my current state of mind lol #marigoldshipping