#but w the recent threads w sweetbittr and exspirtment

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#havin thoughts #ive always thought of stevie as a good person who just is so stupid and easily led #hes so easy to manipulate. so eager to please #and because hes always trying to look for something that will make him WholeTM #he misses out on what ACTUALLY would make him feel good #he thinks its found in the physical rather than the mental #but w the recent threads w sweetbittr and exspirtment #there is SUCH a toxic thread of nice guy syndrome in him too #hes just spent so long w Zero Accountability that it all coming back around to kick off his shame spiral is.... #a Lot #he still has a final prison sentence left to go at this point #where he Finds Jesus and becomes a councillor for addicts post court ordered rehab that will pays for #and sorts his shit out #no WONDER it takes fucking YEARS for ellie to forgive him #i always played it that phils funeral was his last straw but honestly i think this might be #unless phil dies before he final prison stint #hm. #ooc