#but there would a pitiful little fire in my belly bc of the smoke coming out of younger me’s ears. she was SEETHING

[cvsseulgi]

i hate runescape with a passion because a friend of mine would always be playing it after school and on the weekends so whenever I would knock on his door to hang out, he would tell me he couldn’t because he was playing RuneScape. and I would get So pissed. and he’d be like on his Knees begging and pleading with me to not be mad 😭 and I would just be FURIOUS bc i didn’t understand the HOLD video games could have on someone like that. like what do you MEAN you Can’t play outside bc of some game 🤨🤨🤨🤨 HOW IS THAT MORE FULFILLING???? it was so bad my god

#and it happened SO OFTEN with my friends bc i only hung out with boys most of my childhood #like runescape call of duty gta i will unfortunately hold an irrational hatred for them #FOREVER. #like objectively idc now bc i get it. I Get It. but that bitterness will not fade 😭😭😭 #and it carried over with my ex bc she would disappear for HOURS playing games or she would say she couldn’t call bc she was playing games #like i wouldn’t be an asshole bc people need time to enjoy their things #and it made me happy to know she was having a good time #but there would a pitiful little fire in my belly bc of the smoke coming out of younger me’s ears. she was SEETHING #i think it in part was the use of ‘can’t’ bc i would be like yes you can you just don’t want to #jay.txt