#but the thing is: I don’t give a flying fuck about the d*rkling but d*rklina is the real problem with me

[littlerockerao3]

I’ve been posting s&b stuff but the truth is that I’m already done with it and can barely stand it anymore.

#I wish I didn’t read the book/watch the series at all cause now I have an opinion about it and the stuff on the fandom I see #and it’s exhausting #I’ve filtered the d*rklina tag but just seeing the ‘this post contains the filtered tag d*rklina makes me gag #and it’s not because I ship m*lina it’s because it makes me sick to think as d*rklina as actually romantic #cause I don’t know about you guys but it’s already uncomfortable enough when someone tries to force you doing something in the ‘gentle’ way #you know like playing it cool yet insisting and insisting maybe with a smile and going like ‘come on please come on it’ll be fine please’ #and shit like that cause I’ve been there and it’s disgusting and it made me feel uncomfortable #therefore when I see someone forcing somebody else doing something they don’t want to do with fucking violence I feel like that’s even worse #with this being said I don’t mean you don’t have to ship it because I said so or because I hate it #but the reason why I hate it ain’t solely because I like other ships it’s because of a personal matter #even if y’all think he loved her that’s not what matter #what matters is the way he showed it #he showed it that way and that is a huge NO for me #cause the way the d*rkling acts towards *lina fucking scares me okay #that’s the last thing I’d want in a relationship and it actually HURTS me to see how people find this beautiful instead #cause I don’t like constant fear okay? I don’t like it. #if you’ve come this far reading then I’m sorry #but the thing is: I don’t give a flying fuck about the d*rkling but d*rklina is the real problem with me