#but the rest... yeah... that's more or less how I'd probably spell them again; physically I notice the lack of the h

[medicinemane]

I said I don't have great spelling, so I thought I'd share what one of the paragraphs in that last post looked like before I fixed it. Normally I fix word by word (sometimes I can even catch what I did wrong and fix it myself), but this time I just kind of kept going

So here's what I mean about me being bad at spelling (maybe I'll put a star next to the misspelled words so you don't have to hunt for them):

"I'm just not sure if those are statistical outliers and shouldn't be counted or not... then again maybe the same is true on twitter, but unlike twitter the algorithem* doesn't shove them down my thoat* (it just might places the in a recommened* blog thing that I 99% of the time am so used to ignoring I almost pysically* don't see, but leave around for the occational* nice art)"

#I think I just kind of... in some ways I want to highlight my dyslexia cause it's one of those things you'll almost never see #but that does effect things for me and that... before I was an adult and before spellcheck was as easy; did have a lot of little effects #it makes life a bit of a pain; but other people make it a real pain by... not just letting it go or... #I mean the most well meaning teacher; even if they like... conceptually get that you have dyslexia... #fuck if they don't fixate on spelling so damn much #so it's just... I suppose I want people able to see that my dyslexia is still very much here; I just accommodate it #and I want people to kind of see how my brain works #and like... throat I obviously just missed the r and didn't notice #but the rest... yeah... that's more or less how I'd probably spell them again; physically I notice the lack of the h #but I straight up can't tell you how to fix the other 3; not without way too much thought #but... I hope you can see how I'd end up spelling it that way... for all the sound it out advice... #you tell me my spellings don't sound out fine #al gor rith em... sounds like how I pronouce* well... we'll leave that as another example; but sounds like how I say it #not really even about me; I don't care anymore #other than some residual frustration #it's more about... don't see how anyone who effects dyslexic kids lives would read this... #but it's about maybe kind of giving insight into how it is for me #so if there's some dyslexic kid who's similar; maybe they have a better time #wasn't even like I had a horrible time... just had so many damn frustrating times #anyway... I'll tag this one just for posterity's sake #mm tag so i can find things later