#but stiiiiill i hate it lol. i keep flipping back and forth

[orcelito]

I hate having to make decisions about peoples' lives 😭 me straight up having the power in my hands to affect who has a job with us, like. Fuck, man. I don't like it

#speculation nation #IM just a neurotic chihuahua who gave me the right to decide peoples' fates like this lmao #well i did. by being here so long. & my boss did by entrusting this to me. #but stiiiiill i hate it lol. i keep flipping back and forth #i think i do wanna do dbz dude bc barista lady does have a job already & is leaving in half a year #& i hope dbz dude can mesh well into our store's culture #he has more brand loyalty than this lady to start with. says he loves our tea. while shes never even had bubble tea before. #which ya kno isnt a huge deal but in the matter of retention we'll be more likely to keep someone who cares about here specifically #(see: me. who in very large part is still here only for the unlimited free bubble tea lmfao) #omfg the girl who came in yesterday for her paperwork seemed SO fucking happy when i offered her a drink #like YEA GIRL. WE GET FREE DRINKS!!!! lmao one of the Best parts about working here. #ughhhh i gotta send out the offer. dbz dude i hope you dont disappoint #not sending any rejects until i have a confirmation from these 2 but once they're in. then i will let the others know #i know it's typical for stores to just say theyre rejected or not say anything at all. but i wonder if i could tell them why #customize the rejection messages to maybe soften the blow??? idk going by a template just feels so impersonal #like i met and talked to all of these people. theyre Real People. & id like to respect that. #i feel so sad for the sweet girl 😭 im gonna try to be nice about it with her...