#but on the other hand if you want to do grotesqe you need to do it good

[ratbutmakeitfyodor]

My biggest toxic trait is that i type [insert my favourite fucking thing in the world] on yt or tumblr see one video or one negative opinion and begin to overthink wheather its right that i like it so much and eventually even stop liking it

#like i was about to read series of unfortunate events for third time bc i love it #and i went on yt to see what people think abt it #i saw one video i didnt even watch it #but i read the comments saing that its poorly written characters arent interesting whole thing makes no logical sense #and i dont know i really enjoyed it as a child #i love this overplayed thing we were going for right? #surreal concepts that obviously wouldnt make sense in real world #but on the other hand if you want to do grotesqe you need to do it good #you cant hide everything behind surrealism mask #i just dont know what to think #i bulit a lot of my identity on this series #im still going to read it once again tho #just to make my own opinion #but this bitter taste somwhere in my throat is still there #rats trash talks