#but my dumbass didnt take a ss or anything

[drewlypso]

i havent heard back from a program i applied to but website says decisions release today, so rn my slight paranoia (im assuming the worst case scenario, which is i never even submitted the application i worked on for a week) is meeting my extreme forgetfulness (actually not remembering if i hit submit on my application)

#its only a problem because i asked 2 professors for letters of rec and theh DID follow through #so uh #if the program director sees those two letters but with no application to go w it #thatd be funny #but also #rips hair out #i think i HAD to have submitted it bc one of em received a link to submit my letter of rec thru a site #which only is possible if the program director got their email in the application I submitted #and i was paranoid abt this the day of so i checked on my phone #and i think the form said i could only submit once #so i couldn't submit again #but my dumbass didnt take a ss or anything #so i dont have physical proof that i submitted it #if u dont take a ss of the form submission screen and then u close the tab. did u even submit the form? #idk but i dont trust myself #is this normal #alternativelt i couldve just been rejected but i can handle that #at least Tell me if im not in like damn