#but man i just. i wanna draw fe stuff again. i wanna draw touhou. i wanna be CRINGE WITH IT

[shooks-stupid-stuff]

im gonna do it

im gonna draw on impulse and for fun and no reason in particular and no one can stop me-

#i have been suffering so much with 'i am making art out of obligation because i feel like i must do this thing/make content' syndrome #and i am frankly sick of it #miss the days when i just doodled whatever the fuck foir whyever the fuck and could give less of a fuck about others enjoying it #because i thought everyone would hate it anyways so it didnt matter to me in the first place #anyways yeah its safe to say any pats 'send x and i'll do y' things have just been kinda thrown out the window bc *lack of motivation* #but man i just. i wanna draw fe stuff again. i wanna draw touhou. i wanna be CRINGE WITH IT #I WANNA SHOVE ALL MY DUMB OCS IN PEOPLES FACES BUT MAINLY THE FEW I HAVE BRAINROT FOR IN THE MOMENT #yes. yes i have POWER here #THE POWER OF NO EXPECTATIONS OR OBLIGATIONS #ok i am screaming into the void cjbvcjhv i will just. go do that now :] #shook rambles