#but maddie ws rly shaky from fainting. so we had t stay there for like an hour while she got better and i had t run bsck to th house and

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sometimss im like maybe i dont have anxiety maybe im just a scared little bitch (as if anxiety isnt scared little bitch dksorder) bc i dont get scared of like. the killers. well i do actually but thats not the point. but then i think of sometjing that scares me and i have a brief moment of rational thought where im like hey? thats thendumbest thing uve ever said

#i have this fear that ill be wading in a creek (my favorite activity) and a giant fish will come out of nowhere and itll ram into my legs #knocking me off balance and making me fall over backwards. and then i hit my head on a rock and lose consciousness and drown in the creek #and OBVIOUSLY. that probably wont happen but what if it did id be so fucking embarassed and skmebody would find me and be like lol idiot #and the worst part is i think abt this Everytime im in a creek im always like it could happen. even if the waters like an inch deep or if #its crystal clear im like it could be here... #its semi related to my OTHER creek fear which is that ill be waoking in a creek barefoot (my favorite activity bc like.. who wears shoes in #a creek LMAO) #but then id like step on a crawdad. or a broken bottle . and then id fall over backwards and hit my head on a rock and drown #that last part was a joke but i do get so scared somethings gonna get me...... #im also so scares of leeches. in creeks #even tho i love.leeches and theyre so cool if a leech ever got on me i think id throw up #i was in th creek at my grannys house once with my cousins and my cousin maddie got out of the water and there was a black thing on her leg #abd i ws like omg what is thatttt lols... and then i looked closer and it was a leech #so i told her and she ws freaking out bc shes so scares of leeches andblood. so i pulled it off her and threw it into the water #and there was SO mhch blood??? for no reason??? n maddie fainted lol. but it ws awk bc obviously we wanted to leave the creek after that #but t get down to it theres like a little like. not quite cliff its not that tall but ledge isnt right. its taller than yr heas basically. #n you have to either climb that Or get rhrough the bramble and through a barbed wire fence #ya we were trespassing who cares. shut up. #but maddie ws rly shaky from fainting. so we had t stay there for like an hour while she got better and i had t run bsck to th house and #grab a bandaid andsandwiches (t help her get better quicker) But i rly didnt wanna get in trouble since i ws th one who pulled the leech #off so i ws just like haha yaaaa umm. lamp cut their foot on a rock 👍👍 and also we wanna have a picnic ?? with like 2 sandwiches. but its #ok #maddoe fainted bc shes scared of blood btw not bc of like mass blood loss. it.prolly wasnt even that much and my memory is just making it #seem crazier than it was #soo ya. #a2t