#but loneliness is my long time problem and seeing their relationship all the time miiiight ve getting to me

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#firstly fuck tumblr mobile i can't put in a readmore? #secondly im visiting a friend who lives with their SO and its great ofc to visit my friend #but loneliness is my long time problem and seeing their relationship all the time miiiight ve getting to me #given that in reacting to cute tumblr posts about buying bwrries at farmers markets being lifes purpose with cynism #like yeah its lifes purpose if youre generally content with your place in life otherwise #if i had satisfied my actual life's purpose (relationship+math all day basically) then I'd go around saying ny purpose in life was #whatever trite thing last made me feel the deep contentness that actually comes of my life too #also this is brought on by watching too much of a very cute romance show like it's adorable but i really should only take this kind #fluff in small doses because I obviously shouldn't have it in such large ones #like it's so cute but also i want any fragment of that cuteness in my life please #normally I'd complain about this to my friends but ... I feel like there needs to be like at least a 12h gap or something bc I do want to #see their lives I dont want them to feel like they're doing anything wrong at all #(the other friend I'd normally complain to also was just telling me about how cute their partner is and i was joining them in gushing about #the cuteness because it was legitimately very cute! its just too much.) l #so now y'all get it instead. Blegh.