#but like misophonia is legitimately agonizing and puts the worst kinda of thoughts in my brain i feel horrified at later

[vaugarde]

im not having a certified Misophonia Moment im just feeling a bit lonely about it rn

#theres always this nagging insecurity in me thats like. oh maybe its not real and im just faking it to be a jackass #bc i see so few people ever talk about it or how to cope with it #what actually prompted this was an ad on instagram like advertising these ear things for ppl with misophonia #and it just hit me really quickly like. i think thats the first time ive seen someone try to advertise an aid for it? #or just use the term misophonia #idk its like. validating but its also got me kinda sad #i feel like part of it is like the intrusive thoughts? idk if its appropriate to apply that term here #but like misophonia is legitimately agonizing and puts the worst kinda of thoughts in my brain i feel horrified at later #abd i get really heated actually trying to talk about it #so theres a lot of anger and desperation around the topic and i worry abt getting dismissed at best or demonized at worst #and thats not me putting the blame on us i just wonder like. how much people decide we’re not worth acknowledging over that #echoed voice