#but knowing theres some feelings its just life stuff/etc getting in the way.... hh. sigh.

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#txt #listen. dealing w feelings n whatever is normal but im also like ghhh. #how do ppl date. and crush on ppl. this happens to me every 5+ years to me going by my few stats #ghh #just going thru it it fine its fine #it being reciprocated but just doesnt work current life timing wise. sucks. #tbh. #id almost prefer it if it was a one sided thing. then id deal w it like i have b4 #but knowing theres some feelings its just life stuff/etc getting in the way.... hh. sigh. #yeah still best for him absolutely to not get into a relationship rn bc good god hes got so much on his plate #but also. hh #ill get over it itll be fine itll be fine i need to stop listening to my like 3 ethel cain tracks #legit tho the fact that ppl date diff ppl semi regularly like. huh? huh???