#but kmowing theyll never dance together never perform together... im gonna miss that so much...

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ive struggled super hard these past two years through a nasty breakup and moving back to my parents and struggling through my mothers shit treatment then my awful job that sucked all the life out of me for months on end and destroyed my self esteem then my health issues on health issues and my mental health taking a severe slide i just. i always had into1 they really made me so happy and there was always something to make me smile. and i always knew they were a temporary group but the reality didnt really hit me, it still hasnt really hit me that theyre not together any more... i miss them already and its only been like 3 hours. when something has really meant a lot to you for that long its so difficult to let go even when you knew it was going to end. i have some close close friends i met through being fans of into1. they truly brought so many people together and they love each other so muvh and its not the end of their friendship but its the end of them publicly interacting.. theyll be out there on their own but them being a group was really the peak for me, the interactions and seeing them be such close friends... its what rly made me happiest. this is so rambly im sorry i just have a lot of emotions. its sort of like losing an emotional crutch and theyve been so much to me for so long. you can tell by how much of my art folder over the past two years has just been into1. this is just from my phone as well i don't save all my art on my phone

im just. im going to struggle without them and adjusting will be. not fun. theyve had such a good influence on my life. im excited to see what they do next but I'm also going to miss them like a missing limb

#ill probably make gifs of jiayuans drama. cause he wears fur and i love yuaner and i want to see if hes any good st acting #chaos man having to rein it in. hilarious. #also riki has been struggling under wjjw cause they made him stay in japan for nine months then didnt make any efforts to get him #on any varieties or anything despite him being a fantastic singer and dancer. hes gonna do great solo. #anyway. i miss them. im struggling already. i love them. i wish them all the success. #i hope theyll continue to give us little nuggets of their live together cause i Know theyre not leaving each other alone #but kmowing theyll never dance together never perform together... im gonna miss that so much... #theyre all such hard workers and its so satisfying to see 11 people who all care passionately all coming together to make beautiful things #dianjing superiority honestly