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#but just a couple days ago my nervous energy manager who's very quick to reprimand praised some of my qualities
robinsnest2111
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7 months
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augh the absolute need to be held and pet and showered with love and gentle praise is so STRONG tonight 😭
#just 3 hours ago i thought about how far i've come with being able to accept praise about me and my work etc.
#just a couple years ago i physically recoiled and felt some dreadful emotion whenever someone praised me
#because it felt so foreign and wrong. like i was deceiving them. because nothing about me could ever be worthy of praise!!!!
#but just a couple days ago my nervous energy manager who's very quick to reprimand praised some of my qualities
#and it didn't make me physically cringe/recoil like it would have in the past
#and idk. just. thinking.about the possibility of letting myself be praised. recognising there are qualities about me being worthy of it
#what a mindfuck. and now i'm thinking about it.
#some praise. some tenderness. some softness. for me. i'm allowed to have that. it's okay for me to want that
#the pain of not really getting it regularly. no hugs no cuddles no kissies no 'well done's.......... augh
#i've not known softness for years and once I've had a glimpse and allowed myself to enjoy it... now the CRAVING is torturing me
#because i don't get this anymore. the situation i live in doesn't allow for any of it in necessary amounts
#i'm so starved for affection and positive attention it's sickening. idk how i've survived for this long honestly
#holding out for a brighter future surrounded by more open kindness and softness and affection...
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