#but it hasnt really set in yet so. gotta get some coping in before i become an inconsolable wreck yknow how it is

[dyketubbo]

btw a death in the family happened this morning so. going to be alternating from falling off the face of the earth and completely throwing myself into whatever i can as a distraction . bc today is not going to go great i think

#paternal grandpa died of a heart attack n grandma woke up to him dead. woke up my dad calling him to give the news #so we're meeting up with family bc. yeah #sudden but. hes had heart problems since before i was born and he hated doctors so. not exactly unexpected #but it hasnt really set in yet so. gotta get some coping in before i become an inconsolable wreck yknow how it is #personal #mask mews