#but im still scrungly kermit face no thx

[eldritchmochi]

i have remembered the (: best (: bit of info from my surgeon call yesterday

i may end up with an ng tube again (:

thankfully the feeding kind not the suction kind, so itll be much thinner and hopefully less miserable, and its not a sure thing either, but *man* i am not looking forward to even the possibility

#mochi rambles #mochi's medical mischief #context for those who may not know #ng or nasal gastric whatever tubes go in thru your nose down the back of your throat into your stomach #i had one for threeish days of my first hospitalization and it was legitimately the worst thing thats ever happened to me #and that is fucking *saying* something considering the bullshit that is my life #but it was to suck out my blockage so it was apx the thickness of a bullet point sharpie #aka FAT AS FUCK #the feeding types are much thinner acording to cherry #but im still scrungly kermit face no thx #but if it means i dont detatch hoses in my guts i guess ill fucking deal with it #but ill be mad about it the whole time