#but ik deep into my genderfluid ass I will cry my eyes out and idk if I’m emotionally stable for that

[a-very-fond-farewell]

anxiety level: imma cry at the thought of finally having 1 hour to myself to just vibe 👯‍♀️

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#lamb loose liveblogging #sneaky niki #ngl to y’all... I’m over ch 11 & 12 #I wish I could just overlook the details and be done with them already but no #no bc KOJ decided to make a surprise visit and idk what to do with this man anymore #also. sidenote. I am tempted to watch that drama where the actor plays Nina ;-; #but ik deep into my genderfluid ass I will cry my eyes out and idk if I’m emotionally stable for that #also I don’t really vibe with dramas set in the military world #any variation of it tbh #fun fact: my dad’s hyperfixation is watching every season of ncis on repeat #i can probably quote some eps by heart from proximity to him alone #on the one hand I’m too exhausted to explain to him why that amount of copaganda is bad #on the other who am I to interfere. ik I would not appreciate having him snoop in my business about fictional criminals’s mating rituals #but like............ I’m over it. any more military dramas and I might quit consuming media entirely #also who am I kidding. I got no time to drama watch #I’ve had the same page open on 3 body problem for months at this point #all I do is study and write. and I want to finish both activities in 2 months max #so. yeah what was I talking about? #ah yes KOJ #this kid is /this/ close to show up under SDY’s window with a boombox I’m telling you #HDS is not amused