#but i'll always be like. seein artists online mention they're dealing with some bad burnout and feel like

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never feeling right in saying any of whatever i got going on is due to some kind of burnout because it always feels like burnout implies you actually tried & managed to do something cool & impressive to get to that point

#like. ULTIMATELY i 'think' i know this is being dumb and expecting it to have to be 'earned' somehow #and im coating this in my own disdain and expectations for myself #but i'll always be like. seein artists online mention they're dealing with some bad burnout and feel like #well yeah that's fair and deserved they've done a ton of stuff in the past. been super productive and inspiring and hardworkin n all #(also generally they're still never entirely unproductive and still make kickass stuff but not the point) #and i'm like; idk i've never worked hard enough or made anything to justify relating to being burned out like people who have #so conclusion generally : mostly i just kinda suck; on a base level. whoops ! happens ! il faut de tout pour faire un monde ! #im not even drunk enough yet to be posting thi s woof. sorry #ill catch up though #shevr #delete