#but i lob my frens very much and I'm scared for them

[dat-silvers-girl]

I have zero stimulation right now and I want to run around like a headless chicken and scream and cry, but my Indian parent problem compels me to sit in my bedroom with a dead expression as I die inside.

#akemi rants #random but it was either i gave myself SOME stimulation by typing #or i throw myself onto the floor and decide to starve myself #just ate dinner and that waa literally the mist daunting thing i had to do today #how is eating harder than giving an exam??? #and even worse i hated dinner #it was one of those dals that have no taste that indian women are supposed to eat on a fast #I've been eating it every Thursday all my life #and every week i hate it more and more #anyway i would rather starve #i literally feel so dead inside and cruel that i would like to curse my entire college authorities with DEATH by Covid #but i won't because i love my friends and I don't want covid to hurt them in anyway #india in bad situation and my frens scared #me not scared of covid because i have zero value for myself and have no self preservation #but i lob my frens very much and I'm scared for them #anyway what are these tags- #i literally wrote an entire rant in the tags