#but i defintiely had a crush on him 😭 also ''i'' is being used very loosely here i don't know Who from my brain ''i'' was at the time

[arowrath]

need to inform my younger self that my middle/high school crush* did in fact end up being hot as an adult

#text #i had such a huge crush on him it was so funny #i identify as like fully 100% aro now but my guess is i was demiro in high school and also just bad at telling what feelings i was having #but i defintiely had a crush on him 😭 also ''i'' is being used very loosely here i don't know Who from my brain ''i'' was at the time #or if it was me or not. but anyway he DID end up hot. so my 14 year old self can be vindicated for having the #biggest silliest crush on this guy #i got over him by writing over a hundred fanfics abt the same fictional characters kissing btw. ran out of the energy for romance #for the rest of my life. you know how it is