#but even if he could acknowledge Kinn cant mourn a guard the way Khun can

[snickerdoodlles]

I have a thought that's spinning my brain like a top except I have NO IDEA how to express it oh man oh man oh mannnn

#it involves Big and Porsche and Pete #specifically: how wigged out Porsche is about Big's death #by way of Pete's non-funeral #pete being forgotten and then mourned without any investigation between #but still being mourned in a way Big never was #even tho Big was as close to Kinn as Pete is to Khun #and even if he recognizes that Kinn *can't* mourn Big #(which! im not sure Porsche would! a lot of shit is going on around him!) #but even if he could acknowledge Kinn cant mourn a guard the way Khun can #he would still be WILDLY uncomfortable and upset with that #Big is a person! Pete's a person! #HE'S a person! #and he grates against the non-personhood the mafia tries to force onto him! #i want to fic this but idk how to yet but oh man oh man oh mannnn #kinnporsche