#but also...i was psychotic and if my symtoms never went away idk how bad id wanna live considering that was the

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fuckin. i still wish will didnt actually have encephalitis and had a mental illness bc the way s1 frames the possibility of him having a mental illness as the Worst Possible Outcome is so infuriating. i have no idea how one would write diagnosed psychotic will graham to be not offensive and also keeping in line with the message of the show but god will being psychotic is actually not as bad as dying from brain inflammation believe it or not

#but also...i was psychotic and if my symtoms never went away idk how bad id wanna live considering that was the #hardest thing ive ever been through #like. i would rather die of encephalitis #granted i had ZERO effective treatment offered to me during my psychosis and i was a child so maybe now itd be different #but every other piece of media demonizes the hell out of psychoTICS so having a good character who was psychotic #wouldve been fucking great #psychosis is hell but psychotics are awesome and my friends #again. no idea how this would work in the context of the show. but itd be cool #hanniblogging