#but also like god i can't imagine living in a place that isn't [place2]

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Okay yeah not to be depressing on main or anything but I am currently dying of the tension between all my closest friends being in [place1] but [place2] being the place where I know how to and want to actually live, where my entire network is, where I would rather have a job, and where I don’t feel like I want to die when I think about living there for the long term

#but also i miss my friends and i'm gonna be sad if the school year starts and i can't be there participating in things #but also living there is just like. I Want To Die. #probably just as well that i have the apt though that'll make me have to go back :') #which is good for my mental health in some ways because i'm really genuinely happy with the community i have there #but also like god i can't imagine living in a place that isn't [place2] #the idea of getting a job in [place1] is uhhh. making me absolutely miserable #and i literally have like 2+ jobs i could probably get if i lived in [place2] so that's cool :')))) #i should never have gone somewhere else for uni that was the worst mistake (it wasn't but it sure does feel like it rn) #sorry i'm just ummm Depressed™. as the kids say #everything is scary and bad and i don't like it at all #perce rambles