#but I am so bad with money and self control 😭 it is legit a problem I need to work on this year

[sanchoyo]

annoyed I’m not getting as many hours as I’d like at work bc when I started they were giving me mad overtime 😔 ik it’s probably the holidays but at this rate it’s gonna take me (materialistic) forever to get the things I want and actually need ☹️ tentatively once again considering if I’d have enough self discipline to do something like a patreon before remembering I hate putting stuff behind paywalls 😭

#cars r expensive did u guys know that. 😔😢 #also I’m paying off a massive vet bill bc my poor doggy had a big seizure a few days before Xmas and he has an expensive follow up coming #in like 1-2 weeks where he will prob need to get his teeth pulled and another shot for his arthritis and it’s like #sad. idk. I want him to be healthy. the vet said he is for his age and his blood work looked great but we still don’t know why the seizure #happened in the first place and I worry a lot 😭 das my baby boy #see I want to be responsible and have money put back for things like this or if my laptop randomly breaks or if /I/ need to go to the dr!! #but I am so bad with money and self control 😭 it is legit a problem I need to work on this year #sanchoyorambles #maybe I should listen to . I don’t know. a money podcast #ok even typing that I had a full body shrudder #I did try to once and it was so xoxo girlboss move up the ladder here’s how to ask for a raise 😘 and that is so far from the type of job #that I have or could do LMAO where’s da podcasts for ppl who are poor and lazy and can’t do math huh. I need that one. #need someone to follow me around with a water bottle and anytime I’m like hehehoho maybe I will treat myself to a cute outfit I saw on line #they spray me down #I saw a cute outfit and is expensive :(