#budget freakz

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im actually a very embarrassing human being a lot of the time and have no clue how to be normal but its whatever and i dont believe in that shit (normal?? hilarious!) anyways. doesnt fit in my philosophy. just like i have a bachelors degree in psychology and the biggest thing i understood from that degree was that we - human persons! - are the one and only creators of these boxes (diagnoses). there is no such thing as anything because it is all understood in terms we have coined in order to describe similarly recurring phenomena -- Well! what else is language! BUT it gets super zany and excitable, when wordcrafting is applied to psychology(or more-so behavior and self analysis) - at that point you can twist and distract yourself beyond truth. i dont know what im saying imstill gettiing used to this distrubution of keys upon the chromebook (junked donated old secondhanded mamadaddy laptop thank you so fucking much to be a donation bin to a family with extra provisions

#my folks are like #budget freakz #they were really good at it and good at having good old fashioned fun my siblings and i didnt even know we were poor in early 2010s #too busy singing songs and #picking wild strawberries in the countryside. on the fringes of wheat and soybean fields :) #ah! goddamn you and thank you so much for giving me a beautiful childhood . they are beautiful people i feel like i have been neglecting #their advice since 15 years old. they have very good advice. i missed out on that. ive been so distracted #i love re-knowing them #outside my - ill admit - selfish priorities #but i dont think it is necessarily wrong to be selfiesh. i do feel like a feral and hurt animal a lot of the time and that hurts #my regular brain to watch. the crisis. #so many emotions #and so intense #swear to god they wouldve drowned me by now if i werent such a strong swimmer