#broke the depresh spell by deep cleaning my tiny little apartment

[i-appear-misssing]

January 20th was crowned most blessed gay day for me in 2018 and by GOD it is holding that tradition fast

#broke the depresh spell by deep cleaning my tiny little apartment #put on my big girl pants and replied to my gigantic crush's story #and the girl who burst my gay bubble on that fated jan 20th 2018 still sends me pictures from that night how unbelievable is that #to me #to M E #I'm still so surprised whenever things like these happen #like oh yeah that's right people have liked me before and they will again #it's also......SO good to feel a new musical obsession blooming like i adored boygenius last year but now i can feel julien baker CONSUME ME #i am being buried in my own simpness for women #AND NONE OF THEM IS STRAIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE how awesome is tha #there are some.......minor issues with my body but today is a good day #I'll be patient and take care of myself and I'll get back to growing big and beefy in no fucking time let's gooooooooooo