#breather? ugghhhh. maybe a very SHORT FREEZE ONE. Marcy keeps em all exactly in place - wheels away from the precipice

[theskyexists]

attempt to write smut (again), write hurt/comfort instead, arrive at smut, think: well shit, now i have to make actually SERIOUS character decisions....

#have they even done any of this before????? they must have done SOME of this before.....BUT HOW MUCH. DO THEY KEEP GOING? #THERES THREE OF THEM MY GOD I AM NOT DOING THIS #i guess i could cut it off here #but i feel like this is not fully full circle #but having a hot pan ptsd brain moment for marcy right now would cascade into even more hurt-comfort and we've HAD ENOUGH #if marcy gets that she's NOT going to keep it to herself - because they there would be no character development #so - maybe she feels it coming on - she's like oh .....no..... this feels too much like that - even inverse and..... they pause. breather. #breather? ugghhhh. maybe a very SHORT FREEZE ONE. Marcy keeps em all exactly in place - wheels away from the precipice #YA because then it is necessary this is finished bc of the tempo #i mean the precipice of freaking the fuck out again #theyre older and theyre no longer teens but theyre not adults theyre young adults i.e. brave explorers - i.e. not confident but definitely #forward about it pushing boundaries - would be cool if it was new - not completely novel but NEW #yeah thats the direction #my stuff #my fanfic #or whatever the fuck