#biromantic demisexual but saying bisexual is just easier but is also easy to misunderstand

[biromanticbookbabe]

I hate constantly questioning and not knowing what identity I am. I am fully 30 years old and still do not know what I want. I usually just know what I really DON'T want because that's usually what is offered to me. I'm very good at finding what I don't want.

At this point if I am actually asexual or demisexual I would not be surprised. Because I got repulsed a woman who was being extremely forward on the dating site I was on. We did not know each other at all (literally the second message I got from this woman was sexual and all I said was hi). Am I crazy for thinking that maybe we should at least try to get to know each other first???

#so perhaps biromantic was acurate after all? #I'm guessing I'm more likely demi and that I'd be interested in trying things if it was with someone I trusted and adored #she was verified but someone pointed out to me that she might have been a guy pretending to be a girl to try to get women's attention/pics #don't worry I didn't fall for it if it was a trick #like I could probably die before ever having a relationship- I don't want to but trying to connect with people is just awful #by which I mean I feel like I'm going to be forever single and that used to not bother me at all #there is nothing wrong with being single but I feel like there might be something wrong with me that everything I try ends up being wrong #I know I don't want kids or to date anyone with kids- which is hard to avoid too now too b/c everyone seems to already have kids even on HE #I just don't want to be a parent or step parent so please miss me with all that too #My families' new puppies are the most responsibility I want so I don't want to deal with anyone's kids sorry but no #I feel like I have no right to be as particular as I'm being but I don't want what I don't want #questioning #wlw dating #biromantic demisexual but saying bisexual is just easier but is also easy to misunderstand #b/c boy do I hate how fucking hypersexualized bi women are by literally everyone so I don't feel so connected to 'bisexual' any more #b/c most of the time I feel like 'ew leave me alone' #and not just at men any more it seems