#better than soup i said what i said ‼️

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hi, ari! This is my first time sending u an ask..nervy ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ what fantasy creatures would different jujutsu kaisen characters ? Like fae, centaurs etc. Dont be hesitant to unleash ur creativity! (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ could I take 🪄 ?

NICE TO MEET YOU 🪄 ANON that’s a great emoji pick…. i approve of your taste >:3 aaaaa and such a fun question too!!!! i’ve thought of this before but this was a great opportunity to make up my mind on it…. i’m on the fence for a lot of these but. hear me out!!

(i thought it’d be fun to just go for all my favorite characters, but i’d love to hear your own takes on some of these/others i didn’t mention 🪄 anon!!)

you said i was allowed to be creative so!! i decided to twist the assignment a bit…. some of these are fantasy creatures, others are more supernatural or mythological!! :3 i hope that’s okay hehe.

with that being said…….

satoru gojo

i’m on the fence between vampire and fae…… literally any kind of fair, pretty creature with a terrifying nature. vampire makes a lot of sense to me — pale and pretty and far too good at convincing you to let him linger near your neck… but there’s something really good abt fae!gojo too. a cute, charming creature who’s actually really horrific. skilled at tricking people. he invites you into the woods with the promise of a good time and before you know it you’re…. wedded to the fairy king? somehow???? no matter the option gojo is pretty chill tbh. not evil, just… mischievous :3 but he’s more than capable of being terrifying when he wants to be.

suguru geto

ANY KIND OF WATER CREATURE!! the one i always end up going back to is näcken…. a water spirit masquerading as a naked man, dutifully playing his violin by the river…. luring unsuspecting locals close so he can drown them <3 just like satoru he’s beautiful and terrifying. i momentarily considered a centaur too. i think that fits him!! centaurs are usually depicted as teacher figures in mythology and that’s just very suguru to me. and ofc i have to mention ghosts because they’re my favorites + suguru literally haunts the narrative of jjk <33 he’s a pretty sad ghost i think… just can’t let go of his grief. it consumes him and seeps into the air no matter where he goes. if you suddenly wake up to a freezing room and the flickering of your bedroom lights, it’s probably suguru.

shoko ieiri

say it with me: WITCHHHHHHH ‼️‼️‼️‼️ this is the highest form of praise btw i LOVE witches they’re my absolute favs (along w ghosts)... and shoko is obviously a witch!! there’s no other option. she’s charming and crafty and i would let her boil me into soup ANY day <333 definitely has a cat…. for the record i do think she’d be a terrifying witch. morally dubious. almost leaning towards a mad scientist type… but she’s usually kind if you treat her with respect <333 sometimes makes flower crowns with the local children. she’s less cordial with adults, though. (if you hear any screams from her cute little cabin late at night, it’s probably best not to mention them <3)

kenjaku

on that note!! here’s a REAL mad scientist <33 i’m on the fence between witch and a frankenstein-esque creature for kenjaku…… as a witch he’s even MORE horrific than shoko. has no morals whatsoever. might invite you over for a nice cup of tea and a chat, but you better not bore him <3 he’s sick and twisted and i like him very much. but i think frankenstein is too fitting not to mention…. he’s both the doctor AND the monster and i think that’s so sexy of him. dr frankenstein was a coward and a bitch but kenjaku is nothing like him!!! he experiments on himself dr jekyll style as he should.

toji fushiguro

werewolf. enough said. he rips people apart w his teeth and looks good doing it!!

nobara kugisaki

dragon!!!! idk why but. my brain tells me it’s the only good choice and i believe it. she’s a dragon girl!!! fiery and wild and brutal. curious and greedy. sleeps on a pile of gold <333 she’s just so cool and fun and i love her so bad…… has a big ol toothy grin and sharp horns and breathes fire………. kidnaps princesses but only to save them from bad situations bc she’s a #feminist and she treats them so well :((( i can imagine a fairy tale au where everyone talks about the cruel dragon who’s been terrorizing villages and castles….. meanwhile the dragon in question is having a tea party w her favorite princesses <333 she’s so cute!!

megumi fushiguro

like father like son <333 by which i mean i can’t pick between werewolf and vampire. i think he’s probably a hybrid? werewolf by nature, vampire by choice?? idkidk i just think it’d be neat if it tied into his backstory and character…. his choice to leave the zenin clan behind and find his own family…. and either option just makes sense. he’s a stoic, pretty vampire but also a wild werewolf…. probably still a polite boy at heart though. doesn’t even bite!!!

mai zenin

MY LOVEEE MY LIGHTTTTT mai is a siren. that’s all. i don’t even need to explain it just makes too much sense??? her beauty and her connection to the sea….. yeah. she’s 100% a lesbian btw that’s canon to me <33 lures men in with her looks and voice so she can drown them but spares the women. she’s that kinda siren (the best one imo!!)… aughhh i just think she has the loveliest silkiest voice and the most beautiful scales :((( sunbathes on rocks…. flashes her sharp teeth at whoever interrupts her……. yeah.

fumihiko takaba

my silly little guy <333 tbh i think takaba is some kind of alien lmao BUT i’m still gna go with ghost :3 a special priviliege from me to him. i also just think it fits him so well…. he’s a funny ghost. but also a sad ghost. contrary to geto he’s completely harmless, just…. can’t seem to let go of his regrets. haunts comedy stages because he misses performing so bad :((( he just wants someone to talk to!!! likes playing pranks on people but they’re always very silly, not dangerous at all. if you ever slip on a banana peel you’re sure wasn’t there just a second ago, it’s probably takaba’s fault <3

#WAHHHHH THIS WAS SM FUN #tysm 🪄 anon!!!! i hope you enjoyed these hcs hehe. very self-indulgent but yk!! i had a LOT of fun writing them :33 #and i would love to hear your own takes if u feel like sharing!!!! <33 #hope you have a wonderful wonderful day or night 🪄🪄🪄 #these are gonna live in my brain rent free i fear………… #ask tag ✩ #🪄 anon !! ✩

[bellysoupset]

*warning: LONG fangoirl word vomit ahead*

UHM????? oh. my. fucking. god. this was fucking AMAZING????????? 😩😩😩 i literally had to take a sec after reading it before writing this bc the fic was so good it got me speechless. EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT SOUP OMGGGGG 😭 i had kind of daydreamed about how i thought you were gonna go about this request lol and i was already soooo excited about it BUT GOSH somehow THIS WAS EVEN BETTER than what i imagined???????

it had everything i wanted AHHHHand i loved every single part of it 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 wen being wen (aka adorably looking at trinkets) at the beginning, the nausea in the car + how embarrassed she was at first thinking it was bad gas station food + how chill and comforting vin was being in the car <3333 and then getting home and ma noticing immediately and helping her to the couch and making her tea 🥹 and liv and soph there and then vin noticing the fever and my girl BEING SO OUT OF IT RAHHHHH‼️‼️‼️ emphasis on THIS!!!! wen being so uncontrollably nauseous and dizzy and sick was def one of my fav things especially bc of how put together and in control she usually is (and how she was trying SO HARD to fight it and stay in control like miss girllllllll stop being so real) 😩🫶🏽 and then puking on vin’s lap and then him carrying her and gently telling her not to fight him😭 and then teasing her a lil bit in the bathroom AND THE WHOLE SHOWER SCENE OH MY FREAKING GOOOOOOOODDDDDD dude are you trying to KILL me‼️‼️‼️ 😩😩 FROM THE NAUSEA TO GETTING SICK TO FEELING FAINT TO THE CONSTANT SHIVERING TO HOPING VIN WOULD COME IN TO HIM BEING SCARED AS SHIT TO MA BEING SO WORRIED SHE WAS ALMOST MAD TO VIN GETTING IN THE SHOWER W HER TO WEN FEELING BAD ABOUT IT ALL GODDAMNNNNNN THIS WAS SO TOP TIER SOUP

and THE END was so adorable too 😭😭😭 LIV BEING ADORABLE AS PER USUAL and wen being sooooo embarrassed (again, too real) the whole time and vin just constantly reassuring her and telling her she’s not a burden🥺🥺🥺 and the TEASING AT THE END 😩😩😩😩 everything was just so perfect and exactly what i’ve been CRAVING to read‼️ the angst the fear the worry the uncontrollable sickness the fever the throwing up in the shower the dizziness the fainting the reassurance the hurt the comfort JUST WOW🥹🥹🥹🥹 FOR REAL THIS IS MY FAV FIC EVER AND I WILL BE REREADING IT CONSTANTLY THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS SOUP YOU ARE THE BEST OF THE BESTTTTT

(i know this is long af but i hope you enjoy my rambling/fangoirling!!! if you don’t pls let me know and i’ll keep it to myself or make it shorter next time LOL i know it’s a lot of text heheh)

ANYWAYS THANK YOU YOU’RE AWESOME KEEP SLAYINGGGGG <3333

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DUDE, ARE YOU CRAZY?? HOW WOULDN'T I LOVE THIS, I'M GENUINELY CONSIDERING JUST PRINTING YOUR COMMENTS AND PUTTING THEM IN A SCRAPBOOK FOR WHEN I'M SAD!!!

Don't you dare stop, they make my entire week.

I am so happy you liked this one this much, because it was tailored for you, like just know it lol. I had your ask open in one tab and then the Sicily Part 6 that you said you wanted it to be similar to in the other tab and then another Wendy sickfic in another tab because I wanted to make sure she was In Character 🙈🙈

I had soooo much fun typing this and I was worried about the length, but if you liked it, then I consider it a win!

I hope 2024 is treating you good so far and that you have a great new year 🦦!!

#🦦 anon #lovely correspondence #also not wanting to be terrible but: savor this one because Honey You Got A Big Storm Coming

[whyse7vn]

BTS BOYFRIEND TEXTS -

[ ot7 x reader ]

lmao what is this it’s 3 am and i’m tired enjoy ^ ^

SEOKJIN -

jin: you ate without me…

y/n: did do that

jin: you said you’d wait

y/n: lied

jin: you’re not even gonna try and lie and say you tried you wait or something?

y/n: no

jin: we’re over

y/n: damn that sucks

jin: you don’t even care 😓

y/n: i do

seokjin please please please take me back i love you so much please please !!

jin: i guess i’ll give you another chance 🙄

y/n: thanks so much jinjin love you 😍😍🥰🥰🥰‼️‼️‼️‼️💕💕💓💓💓

jin: ew stop

y/n: stop what bae 😓💓

jin: that

y/n: you’re so hard to please

jin: i deserve better than you

y/n: choke

jin: i’m plotting your murder

y/n: it’s giving jin !alpha !hybrid !mafia boss !hard dom (disturbing content) minors dni

jin: i wolf you

y/n: would turn you into a rug

NAMJOON -

namjoon: got a loaf of bread

y/n: smooth like butter

namjoon: also got broke that green bowl so i bought a new one

y/n: haters gonna hate and players gonna play

namjoon: the bowl is blue tho

hope that’s ok

y/n: pretty woman

namjoon: did you eat lunch ?

y/n: everybody say no

namjoon: you should go do that then

y/n: run run run

namjoon: i think there is soup in the fridge

go check

y/n: did you see my bag ?

namjoon: is it there ?

y/n: you’re so big for no reason

namjoon: what ?

y/n: i’m looking at that photo on the fridge

namjoon: the disney one ?

y/n: yeah and you’re standing behind me you a big bitch

namjoon: thanks ?

y/n: ur built like a brick

ur so hot

lord

come home pls

namjoon: i’m on my way love

y/n: DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN THAT INTERVIEWER TOLD YOO TO PLAY UR OWN RACE LMAOOOOO

namjoon: i do

y/n: he really got you like that

foul

i would of laughed if i was there

namjoon: i know

y/n: loud asf too

namjoon: i know babe

y/n: pls he really ate you up

lord i’m laughing now

namjoon: i figured

y/n: still love you tho 🤞🏽❤️

namjoon: love you too

was the soup in the fridge ?

y/n: no

namjoon: k i’ll order something when i get back ok ?

y/n: light it up like dynamite

YOONGI -

y/n: what if i had 1 hour to live and was going bald and my leg was broken and all my family was dying from cancer right now

yoongi: it’s 8am

y/n: what if

yoongi: it’s 8am

y/n: yoongi 🥺

yoongi: it is 8 am.

y/n: ok and i am gonna kms.

what now yoongi ? what now ??

yoongi: bye

y/n: what the frick bro

fuck you

you’re an opp fr

can’t trust anyone

not a soul not even your own bf

this is so sad

all they ever do is leave you in the dirt

this is what fame does to people

man this is so sad

all this money gets to them fr fr

i can’t believe it

you switched like a pussy lil bitch 💔🗣🙏🏽

agust d too famous for me 😓😓

omg am i the next rap monster but actually black ????

you should get them braids again bae 😍

could be twins

nvm i don’t like you forgot

suga flopped 🥱‼️

bts disband

skz outsold bts 🗣🗣🗣🗣

felix should replace suga 💯

agust d a flop 🙄

cyphers ain’t even that good

suga old asf

yoongi: i am trying

y/n: omg hey bae 😍😍❤️🥵🥰

yoongi: to sleep

y/n: without me 😩⁉️

yoongi: yes

y/n: omw to america rn btw like fr fr no joke /thisisnotajokeimbeingfr

yoongi: i know

y/n: i can tell you’re so excited ur so cute love you 💞

yoongi: yeah.

going to sleep now.

y/n: rest up bro ‼️‼️‼️

see you soon g 🥱🤞🏽

HOSEOK -

y/n: i had a dream you violently slammed me into a pile of bricks

you had me by the throat

hobi: my fault

y/n: my back is broken now

hobi: sorry

y/n: it’s ok i forgive you

hobi: thank you

y/n: just don’t do it again

hobi: i promise i won’t

y/n: don’t let me down

hobi: ok

y/n: we are in love

hobi: true

y/n: cool

hobi: went into a cake shop today

y/n: what did it smell like

hobi: roses

y/n: interesting

hobi: got a small cake with a strawberry on top

y/n: photo ?

hobi: i dropped it

y/n: oh

hobi: i took a picture of it on the floor tho do you want to see ?

y/n: please

TAEHYUNG -

tae: hiiii

y/n: saw a trumpet on the tv made me think about how shit you sound playing it

tae: fuck you i’ll be great one day

y/n: i take it back ur hot

tae: fanks

y/n: we can get matching trumpets

can we put like sequins on them or will that fuck up the sound or something?

tae: idk

y/n: you should

tae: can we drink tn?

y/n: we can make a lil marching band 🥺🥺🥺

tae: also can we not invite jin this time want it to just be us

y/n: we should learn how to play dynamite

tae: and we are gonna eat yesterday’s leftovers

y/n: but if i see your fucking feet out one time today marching band dreams will come to an end ok ?

tae: but idk if i’m really feeling leftovers yk???

y/n: make sure them dogs are LOCKED away

tae: yeah idk i’ll wait until it’s time to eat then i’ll decide

y/n: what ?

tae: huh?

why are you talking about my feet

y/n: they’re scary 😟

tae: i feel like we’re on the completely different pages rn

JUNGKOOK -

jk: what if i was spiderman ?

y/n: that would be hot

jk: yeah

y/n: why aren’t you spiderman?

jk: racism.

y/n: valid

jk: do you still think i’m hot even tho i’m not spiderman?

y/n: i guess

jk: thanks

y/n: yw

jk: sorry i’m not at my full potential

y/n: i forgive you

jk: ok

y/n: ok

jk: bought a rock today

y/n: a shiny one ?

jk: no

y/n: like just a normal one ?

jk: yeah

y/n: nice.

jk: ikr

y/n: how much was it?

jk: 4k

y/n: what

jk: 4,000

y/n: jungkook

jk: yeah

y/n: what the fuck

jk: the rock seller was very convincing

y/n: can you return it ?

jk: no

y/n: what does the rock do

jk: sit ?

y/n: oh

jk: i’m gonna draw a face on it

y/n: i think i’m gonna take your card for a bit

jk: oh

y/n: yeah

jk: did i do something wrong ?

JIMIN -

jimin: watched 10 fancams of myself today

y/n: watched 10 of v

jimin: go fuck him then ???

y/n: might do that

jimin: no don’t it was a joke /j /j /j /j

y/n: don’t joke like that got my hopes up for nothing 😔💔

jimin: you would never

y/n: try me

jimin: you make me sick

y/n: 🤞🏽🤞🏽

jimin: you make me hard

y/n: i would hope so

jimin: yeah

y/n: yeah

jimin: i’m in our room

y/n: ok

jimin: just thinking

y/n: nice to know your brain still does that

jimin: you ruined it

y/n: my bad bro 🙏🏽

jimin: bro ???

y/n: bestie ?

jimin: ur so annoying

y/n: i’ll try better myself for you jimin 😔

jimin: you cant

you’re too lost

y/n: find me jimin 🥺🥺

pls find me 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

jimin: i’ll try

y/n: that’s so hot 🤤🥵❤️‼️💯

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[dancekickboxcardio]

I have to keep up with my own life. Has it ever been your feeling that your are not able to meet the demands of what’s going on with your situation? So far, no matter what life has presented on me I tackle them head on. It might be imposed on me and I feel helpless but over the years I am able to get a great handle. I can unleash a great reaction that somehow fate favors I the bold, the brave, the courageous. I say this because last night, I know I am not projecting like putting my issues on others, I deal with it myself, I own up my weaknesses and losses and vow to do better for circumstances like duh 🙄. I feel that it comes natural to me. But not to others. Also, sometimes you were born with great support not everyone were reared in a happy 😃 nurturing house 🏡. I think 🤔 that matters a lot. Making kids feel love ❤️ and accepted is the cornerstone of parenting and I feel that’s what made me a rhino hide. It’s not that my parents were able to provide extra. They were there for us. I remembered when I was a kid, I was bullied shocker by my group of friends. Looks 👀 like nothing changed except you, my Dad said he’d be my best friend. Cute. Yeah, others reaction is to blame others and make their probs another’s. WTFudge. Self-reliance. I am going to share a personal story of my Mom. My Mom has toughened up a little bit. She’s still sensitive as I get like that sometimes. I just outgrew being stuck to myself and be a tough soldier from my father who grew up with 10 other siblings in a military camp on solely a salary of a soldier. Yeah, it was survival and competition. You think 💭. My Mom has a different circumstances. She is the eldest of girls, the second of six. Her Mom was a housewife. She always helped her Mom with household stuff. They didn’t have a helper. The income theoretically was coming from his father who worked for the army. Guess what? He’s irresponsible to say the least. They had to go on. For that matter, my Mom always learn how to tend for herself and to make sure that what disaster she can prevent she does what she can right now. I have tears 😭 swelling up my eyes. She taught that to me and I can only guess it right with my sister too. If I am thinking 100 👣 steps ahead guess why. It might have been a coping mech for me too. But it certainly was an idea 💡 somewhere. All of these touchy touchy stuff to point out ‼️that last night I painted my nails 💅🏾 because it was bad. I told Keya about it. She said it looks like tips. Yeah, when my polish is chipped I usually take off the color completely like her nails or I redo them. I decided last night 🌃that I was going to. So I am ready. I am fortunate that I am not in this constant state of work and rush. Imagine if your system is always running and your stress 😬 hormones are always on. That is one part of the dynamics. I am thinking 💭 soldier’s PTSD like seeing something traumatic and always in a state of fear 😱. You wonder why they are at their wits end. They are going through a lot. I read Life Experience magazine and I find them so much more useful than a self-help book 📖. It’s not made of psychology. These are actually real scientific 🧪 based stuff. I mean you could come from many areas and systems but guess what the answer can be pinpointed and explained wholly in many various components. I love 💕 it. Are you sure you gave up on FNP? Say what? How about dealing the reckoning? Give others the power they feel I am hoarding for myself. They want to join the fun 🎊. Although I am really withholding, I let you guys negotiate where you actually have leverage. I get to live like this wandering soul who doesn’t have to answer for anything theoretically. What I am saying is I can do what I want. I have no schedules. I don’t answer for anything. I am free to roam around the cabin. However, I don’t see it entirely that way and I still give myself responsibility and I feel I am never really not liable. I have full control and acceptance of what I did and consequences. That is a good person. So I say.

I still have not said what I wanted to say. I am such a gab. I prepared last night and this morning I don’t want to get out of my bed 🛏. My body feels like it is in this sooooo soooo relaxed state. Actually, I made myself get up. Usually, I have this hard charging mission that makes me want to push the covers. It maybe shopping 🛍 which is the usual, reading 📖, journaling 📓 🖊, but now rarely wanting to go to the gym 🏃🏼‍♀️ 💪🏾 . Don’t get me wrong, I am still putting in my work. But it’s less ball 🏀 busting. It’s more controlling the volatility of what it could be. I try not to meet the tensions and sometimes when it’s not tight I am like, “where is the hoopla?” Wondering why I haven’t set off. It has something I believe to do with reason. Others can act like total fools and jokers and unreasoned. But never I. What makes for a great individual.

My bronze is coming off and I have ☀️ sunspots. The reason I am prefacing with all juicy details is because I am calling it now, I am going to sit it out. I feel languid. Weird because I didn’t even work out that much last night. What’s interesting is I feel I have to adjust 🔧 my caffeine ☕️ drip. I get there and I had my fit Americano at 100p. My gawd, is the Monday no business cares feeling making me seeming as if without interest. I can feel the fall air 🌬🍃🍂🍁 and perhaps like everyone our body is adapting to the dial down of excitement in the air. I told you guys nude lipstick 💄. Apparently they want pop up and I was showing my Mom that when we were waiting for Aqua Zumba 💃🏼.

But yeah, I was falling asleep 😴 on my child’s pose as if I am one of the members who starts snoring in Surrender 🧘🏼‍♀️ . It hasn’t happened to me so far knock on wood. I can get too relaxed 😌 that I walk as if a ghost 👻. But I have never got into a situation where you have to wake me. Yesterday, I can feel the dozy doe. Yeah, siesta hour. Not usually. So something’s up. Perhaps the weather and I have to take it again on myself to be perky. You are in control of your mood states and really body systems. If you feel glum 😔 and you want to stay that way, it’s on you. It’s not that I am saying you don’t have to feel. What I am saying for some people their jobs require that they manage themselves really go and adjust rapidly. They cannot be seen less human like. Right.

Over the last three days if I was counting correctly, I have been eating 🍽 properly. I told Jessica the new trainer 👟 that I feel that my weight gain if you want to put it simplistically is because I am not feeding myself when I must. I am on a 12 hour fast and my sleeping 😴 patterns have not made it possible. My Dad was nice. He made me sausages 🍖. He got me three. I only need one. So I kept the two in the fridge and I don’t have to come in smelling 👃🏾 like grease 🍳. I haven’t been filling out work out 🏋🏼‍♀️ sheets. I think 💭 I am waiting for my binder. Again, the perfect circumstances don’t come sometimes, you just got to do what you have to. I mean I have been taught to find the right time and in working for older adults something like stretching the time. Vie, you obviously are not a worker. At any case, my focus is finding out the right stuff for me. Like I have been saying all along I want to keep the physicality. I asked my sister what are her goals. She said strength. Yeah, me too. I asked if she wants to run a marathon. With all her busyness she has a lot deal with. My desire is to be a great wild outdoors women. Nature 🌳 🐦 beacons. I want to continue being physical yet I have to heedful about it. I know many have personal trainers to help them out and they really have no encompassing schematics ✍🏾 on how to do it. I am pretty serious about it. I have to. I know that health 🥼 is important ⚠️ and I find it my duty and something I owe myself. So I let what I do best unleashed. I am bringing all that I am noticing and questions I have to Laura when I finally hone in on my final 60 Day Challenge assessment. I mean they give you all the tools 🧰 . A lot of free literature. You just have to pay attention and make it useful for yourself.

This song 🎶 elevated my mood this morning. The only red I like. I stay out from the intense color. I like Taylor Swift because her stuff are very contemporary, it’s relevant and universal and has heart ♥️. I want to see what groceries 🥦🥑🍆🍅🥬🥒🌶🌽🥕🍠🥔 🛒 I need to get. I can cook 👩🏼‍🍳 my soup 🥣 today and do my laundry 🧺 . I have no clothes. If I get to it I want to organize my room 🚪 if it’s only not overwhelming my beauty. I get to watch TV 📺. I checked my mail 📭 today. I have no ads but I saw letters of unpaid bills 📩 and from health care provider. I want to write back at how my life has improved and I gained more ways on becoming better. I know I have been adviced not to take care of my finances 🔣🔢. Yeah, but ultimately I will have to get there. I was planning on 📆 straightening them up next year. They are throwing off my timetable. But I am going to stay resolute and make it like interval 2020. Wait, you are not going to be bipolar. 😆 Right. What else are problems in my oh so perfect life? Ah, the stuff I need are 20% off and I have an extra 10% off. But I have been putting off getting other stuff and I am picking them this weekend. I can recalibrate 📏but I am not going to cave in and stick to what I had in mind. Wamesy 🐈 is always caught tangled in the cable wires and I want to get him the tunnel that I am putting off because I am being priority first selfish. I also like the pack of toys 🧸 they have. I like the springs.

I have been talking at lenght. Guess what? I have been taking many shots 📸 too. Do you guys like my eyes 👀 for arts 🖼? How I see I see the world 🌍 on focus. Vie, undistracted? LOL 😆. It catches up with you really. So you have to engage and correct it. I don’t think a lot of people can say that. Let’s be organization about yesterday. Ten points.

1. I am happy that I can adjust to a lot of time and a crunch and I can streamline my practice on the floor.

2. I am not rigid about the stuff that I do but I still hit my conceived plans. If you compare my weekly performance I am gapped where it must be. Now the best thing to do it being optimal. Like yes, you need to take a break during 60 minute cardio ❤️ and that may not be everyday but you must put in the time. The work you put in improves what they call VO2 which is helpful when you are in the mountains ⛰ climbing. Northface.

3. I put in mind that sometimes your body is not all there. Kari nicely stopped by to help me with my form in the rower 🚣🏼‍♀️ . You have to realize that other peeps might get defensive offended. But I took it as free advice. Hello 👋🏾, that’s $55 per session. She told me to use my legs 🦵🏾. Aha, nobody really taught me that. I wanted to say that I have issues with my inner knees. I let her do the talking.

4. Lane also stop 🛑 to say hi 👋🏾. I told him he messed up my serious face. He is a happy 😃 fellow. You wonder why. It must be the horses 🐎. I smiled and I think he’s enthusiasm is contagious it’s like prewired ➿. How many can say they are pretty consistent in their inner mechanisms? A lot and you envy them.

5. I had to take care of my low back and it has been on the forefront of my training. I really listen 👂🏾 to my body as Laura had expertly taught me. I pay attention when I am thirsty. I mean I try to see if my water 💦 bottle is full. But it doesn’t have to be on at all times even if that is the best practice no. I can be struggling. But I noticed in Aqua Zumba 🏊🏻‍♀️ that the area I wasn’t muscle foam rolling less was sore. I tried targeting 🎯 it yesterday even without pain but it was weird that the right side which I feel is the strained side is the one without issues. When I am doing my sitting exercises and for prolonged periods, heck yes, my back is stiff. I am working on improving that heavily injured 🤕 area like many people who fight for a better quality of life. I feel the area and I feel strength in the muscles. I am not overly excited 😊 but I am happy that I am moving in a 🔜 stronger direction.

6. Ok I have 5 more statements I can talk about. I said something about the shift in weather and how I am noticing sleepiness 🛏 when I am not tired 😓 and not really on a regular basis. It’s the cold 🥶. Yeah, but I feel that many are heedful as they must. There are so many things going on in this world 🌎 together like there is an erosion in how police 👮🏻‍♀️ are seen. But many must agree that tough on crime is necessary in the society where we live. We balance freedoms but never tolerate abuses while working for Utopia. Where am I going with this? I feel that without our conscious awareness there are controls that must be to make sure everyone is doing what is in line and really it is for our own good. But you can never stipulate how one should act specially if it’s from your limited experience and knowledge. I have found in life that those that are loud about their imposition are those that don’t have merit at all to make a judgement.

7. Four more. I found myself not being laser focused when I took away my headphones 🎧. Usually, I am. That’s why I try to do other things. Albeit sometimes I need to change my awareness of proprioception if I have to nimble and be alert in a different way. No, I am not letting things run it’s course. I am paying attention to the random thoughts, the noise in my head (metacogniton). I also like just being there and in the “silence” allowing what an everyday thing be seen. I may have that sparkle ❇️ eye 👁 for “oh, my gawd, what a still different 📷.” Notice because I have the time of the day. Just see things as if not a busy body. Yesterday to pull in myself I was doing multiplication ✖️🔢 in my head. I told BFF I need like an activity book. No not sudoku. I hate that puzzle 🧩. But I’d like a math problem text 🔣0️⃣1️⃣6️⃣5️⃣7️⃣. I need some type A let’a keep it rolling. Can you like be still and weird everyone out.

8. I don’t know 🤷🏼‍♀️ if it’s true for you but I am a pretty fast 💨 and decisive person. Yes, like any human, I am discovering for myself how I can change. That resilience. Yeah, so theoretically 🤓. But I am sure that’s how I usually approach and deal with things. There are many ways, millions ways for people to to the same thing differently. I think he’s name is Adam. I want to use the machine where his client is stretching. I could have checked my watch for my 2 minute wait period between reps to bring down my heart ❤️ rate. I didn’t instead asked him about the equipment and not wait. I sat down waiting for a minute. Did you see how I am thinking it and execution right away. Waylay.

9. I didn’t feel like listening 👂🏾 to audio first thing in the morning even if I did a lot of work. It wasn’t enough to stimulate my other brain 🧠 areas. As a result I feel like my waves are lazy and snug confortable. I wasn’t running efficiently although I did a lot. I guess other parts of your thinking cap 🧢 is more active than others. Har har, computer 💻. I did a lot of studying 📖 🗒🖊 yesterday. I have to be close to a habit to it. I guess what I am trying to point at is there are things at least for me that I must do to make sure that things run smoothly. I do things not because this is how it presented itself and how I have this single way to doing it. I can have an overall framework that this is how things are, some cannot be seen, but here are what I must and can do for me.

10. I feel bad 😔 when someone uses equipment after me and I didn’t sanitize it. A lot are very nice about it. And it might be gross to some. I am like the 🦠 germaphobe. Vaccines 💉. I can get my flu 🤒 shot over the weekend 📅 🎊 . I am not gung-ho about it. Guess what and it is debatable, it takes the time for the next member to use it. I found the mat with shoe 👠 marks and I cleaned them myself with disinfectant. I didn’t throw a fit. There is never a germless environment. Trust me. Not.