#being a taurus mars i desire financial stability and a good consistent buck lol. so sorry about this talk

[lunasilvis]

Kinda reaching the point now where I'm thrilled to start my job, meet ppl and earn some nice money! it's been so good having time off - très bien - but I feel like I cannot enjoy it as much as I could when I was a teen. which, I think, is even more so a good challenge to just relax and enjoy it while I can. but i think it's partly the winter (mostly bound to just inside activities) + partly not having an adequate money revenue at the moment to fatten the savings account. I mean, I still earn some from some snack writing jobs, so that's cool, but nowhere as much as I'd like to. telling myself i'll be good by feb!

#I mean... gonna make around €4300 monthly as a starter. and then scaling up each year. that's a whole hell lot in the netherlands #So that's an awesome prospect and i'm grateful! reason enough to not stress about my current money revenue - #but sadly it's all bout the money honey. this world makes you feel like a useless piece of sh*t if ur efforts do not translate into gold lo #- currently realizing how this works. gonna shed that toxic capitalist pig mindset for the remainder of my time off :) #being a taurus mars i desire financial stability and a good consistent buck lol. so sorry about this talk