#because losing gandhi just messed him up THAT bad that everytime he thinks hes gonna lose another person close to him

[raisinushigher]

because…………… joan being the one pining after abe in s1 but that being flipped around in s2 and that leading to parallel gandhi pining after abe in s1 and that being flipped around to abe missing gandhi…………

#ooohhhh i have never wanted content for a ship i like more in my entire life #just rewatching s3 i keep on noticing all the little things that tie back to them #like abe getting hit by the prepcourse truck and the fact that hes so coddly and possessive of everyone he makes friends with #because losing gandhi just messed him up THAT bad that everytime he thinks hes gonna lose another person close to him #he just completely loses it and immediately grabs and kicks onto whatever action he takes that’ll keep them from leaving him #JSIST LIKE HOW GANDHI WAS TORN AWAY FROM HIM BUT HES STILL SO KIND #HE NEVER ACTED SALTY AROUND JOAN WHEN SHE HAD TO STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH HIM FOR HEALTH REASONS #WHEN HE ACTUALLY REALISED JFK WOULD BE UNHAPPY STSYING FRIENDS WITH HIM AS HIS OLD SELF HE TOLD HIM TO DO WHAT HE FELT RIGHT #EVERUTHKNG ABE DOES IN THE NEW SEASONS IS BECAUSE OF GANDHIS ABSENCE OK YOU GOTTA BELIEVE ME #ok caps offnow’but. even if it’s not real even if it’s only a hallucination or a simulation even if it’s the last time i need to see them #together again i wanWAAGAHAHJFN #wahr ufuckiing ever sandisxh attacks🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪 #mine #clone high spoilers