#because i lost that platform! and i dont regret it. ppl will turn on a child on a dime for the crime of being annoying. im glad i went

[anti-transphobia]

I do feel bad having a lot of reblogs centering around transmasc issues specifically and not more posts about transfem and nonbinary people, but unfortunately, repulsive lateral violence is the current discourse, which means that a lot of posts made about those issues are said BECAUSE "who is actually the most oppressed" is the current topic of discussion. So even posts that seem normal or even agreeable have language you have to look suspiciously at and when you check op you do in fact find that those posts about transmisogyny are because they got mad trans men are speaking up about the violence they face.

It's very similar to how ace discourse was. Completely normal seeming posts, in the context of a really bad couple of years where saying you're ace/aro publicly even once led to getting anon hate, were actually criticisms of the idea that other people face hardships. Hell, though people scoffed at it when I said it, even completely unrelated FANDOM posts could be clocked as being made by someone whose current fixation is hating on aspec people by the way they keysmashed. Because it wasn't just a discourse, but like a fandom, and fandoms follow quirks and trends and I could read it in a keysmash easily, check their blogs, confirm I was right, and block.

Anyway my point being that the issues, general and more specific, faced by non-transmasc trans people INCLUDING those issues caused by other trans ppl is EXTREMELY important to me, however I just unfortunately don't see a lot of people talking about it in good faith. And hell, me talking about my experiences about how afab trans people have harassed, sexually assaulted, misgendered, body shamed me, and leveraged their agab specifically to harm and exclude me for not being like them is something that I can't talk about without worry of it coming off as "trans men are evil". That's just the current culture. A reasonable worry of a post sounding like thinly veiled transphobia is silencing victims of the thing these transmasc oppression deniers claim to hate.

Anyway I definitely do reblog good posts like that when I see em but I'm really not on Tumblr much anymore

#i dont Owe anyone an explanation but i do feel bad about it #it sucks! #oh also im very pro Palestine but i don't think ive reblogged a ton of posts about it on here??? i honestly cant remember #i do that on other social media but typically i only come on Tumblr now to look at very specific things #some fandom stuff. mostly all the poll accounts i follow #i kinda just rb the things i happen to see when i do so #i don't have an active follower base (most of em deactivated years ago) anymore so im not worried about Not Using My Platform for good #because i lost that platform! and i dont regret it. ppl will turn on a child on a dime for the crime of being annoying. im glad i went #inactive for a long time #but anyway #im not misusing the platform i no longer have by not reblogging pro palestine posts #but i should go look for some #Tumblr search does not fucking work anymore but if it decides to one time i could at least go back to it as reference #for links and stuff

[mizushiba]

Yo about Overwatch, feel free to not do everything or just take your time or skip some and I know we pay together but like.... ALL OF THOSE QUESTIONS?? IM CURIOUS!

dude youre killig me …. but im bored so im going to do it

1. Who is your defense main? .. i dont really play defence

2. Who is your support main? at first Mercy but now Zenyatta

3. Who is your offense main? Phara

4. Who is your tank main? at first Orisa but now DVA

5. Who is you MAIN main? i have most hours played as orisa, but i dont really have a main main char

6. Which character have you played the least? genji, widow, reaper,mccre,hanzo,tracer, 

7. Which character do you want to learn how to play? hanzo bc i love his new skin

8. Which character do you dislike the most? fucking bastion

9. Which character’s background story do you like the most? mccree

10. Which character’s background story do you like the least? idk all of em r pretty cool tbh

11. Which map is your favorite? Volskaya Industries

12. Which map is your least favorite? Nepal

13. What Arcade game type is your favorite? Flag and random heroes

14. What Arcade game type is your least favorite? 1v1

15. Do you prefer quick play, competitive, arcade mode, or custom games? quick

16. Which map type is your favorite? Assault, escort, assault & escort, control, or arena? escort

17. Which map type is your least favorite? Assault, escort, assault & escort, control, or arena? control

18. Which event map was your favorite? ….

19. Which event map reskin was your favorite? ….

20. Which event was your favorite?….

21. Which event legendary skin was your favorite? like all from Year of the Rooster

22. Which event was your least favorite? ….

23. Which event legendary skin was your least favorite? sports

24. Which event non-legendary skin was your favorite? golden mercy

25. Which event non-legendary skin was your least favorite? Rein Bundeswehr

26. Which event item do you most regret not getting? i need that lucio skin from this event

27. Did you beat the Uprising event on Normal, Hard, Expert, and Legendary? ….

28. Do you have Sombra’s “Power Outage” achievement? no

29. Do you have Widowmaker’s “Smooth as Silk” achievement? no 

30. Do you have Lucio’s “The Floor is Lava” achievement? no

31. Do you have Zenyatta’s “Rapid Discord” achievement? no

32. What was the first achievement you got? power of friendship (i think thats the right translation)

33. Did you get the “Not A Scratch,” achievement on Junkenstein’s Revenge? ….

34. What has been the hardest achievement to get for you? pharah “Clearing the Area“ bc i cant aim for shit, i got by pure luck and got even potg for that

35. What’s your current SR score in Competitive Mode? 2142

36. What the highest you’ve been in Competitive? 2192

37. What’s the most amount of placement matches you’ve won? 6? i dot realyy remember

38. How many gold guns do you have? none

39. Which was the first gold gun you got? …..

40. Whose gold gun do you currently want? mercy and zen

41. What role do you usually play in Competitive? support or tank

42. If you don’t play Competitive, why not? ppl r screaming at me :))))

43. What kind of theme event would you like to see in the future? another Halloween

44. What type of character would you like to see in the future? uuhhhh idk

45. Who needs more (or better) skins in the future? zen and zarya

46. What country would you like a new character to come from? Poland would be cool but i know that would never happen lol 

47. Favorite voice line? “in russia games play you” “welcome to the gun show” i love zaryas voice lines

48. Favorite player icon? rn i have lunar ops, would love to get six-gun killer

49. Favorite emote? all dances tbh

50. Favorite spray? the pixel ones r cute

51.Favorite victory pose? the reapers shrug

52. Favorite highlight intro? Symmetra “my reality”

53. Characters you ship the most? mchanzo i think

54. Characters you ship the least? i dont really get dva and lucio as a romantic relationship tbh but ship what you want dudes

55. Characters you wish had more in-game interactions? mccree and hanzo, tbh anything with mccree i just love Mercer too much

56. Character you wish had a comic about? Mercy, hanzo, dva

57. Favorite comic released? reinhart one

58. Favorite short released? infiltration

59. Favorite new character released? i love em all dont make me choose

60. Overwatch, Blackwatch, or Talon? blackwatch

61. Pro-Omnic or anti-Omnic? pro 

62. Favorite character that isn’t a playable one? (Ex: Emily, Brigitte, Gerard, Efi, etc.) efi

63. Character change (nerf, boost, work around) that you liked the most? ….

64. Character change (nerf, boost, work around) you liked the least? …..

65. Best ultimate? dva, lucio

66. Worst ultimate? ana, tracer

67. Most kills in game? 29

68. Most heals in game? 12121

69. What character do you think needs a nerf? idk

70. What character do you think needs a buff? idk

71. Have you ever rage quit in the middle of a game? not really bc if i quit i dont get the exp ;) ( ok i think i quit once bc my team was blaming me a fucking zen for loosing like chill its just a quick game)

72. What’s the fastest you’ve won a game? i just played a game in competitive where we finished like under 2 min which was crazy 

73. What’s the fastest you’ve lost a game? pretty fast i thinnk 2 or 3 mins

74. Your best Overwatch-related story? ??? ???? ?? ?

75. Weirdest thing that happened to you on Overwatch? i killed widow as a zen while she killed me, that happen 3 times in one match 

76. Platform you play on? pc

77. Do you stream? no, sometimes i post fun potg

78. Do you normally play solo or with friends? usually with @irabelasfenharel ;) or solo

79. Have you made any friends because of Overwatch? i guess so??

80. Have you cosplayed a character from Overwatch? nah

81. Have you ever wrote fan fiction about Overwatch? nah

82. What’s the lowest you’ve been in Competitive? the one im rn which is 2142

83. In “All Brawls,” if you get “Charge!” do you play Reinhardt or do you pick the Lucio role? …..

84. In “All Brawls,” if you get “One Shot, One Kill,” do you play Ana, Hanzo, or Widowmaker? …….

85. In “All Brawls,” if you get “This is Ilios,” do you pick Lucio or Roadhog? …..

86. Team Genji or Team Hanzo? hanzo

87. Be honest! Do you usually get on the payload? im usualy only one on it (if i play alone thats it)

88. Does your team? fucking no 

89. What’s the longest session of Overwatch you’ve played? all day? idk from 9 am to 3am ?? but had a brake in the middle

90. No Limits, Mystery Heroes, or Total Mayhem? mystery

91.Most cosmetics you have for one character? fucking soldier

92. Least cosmetics you have for one character? lucio ;-; not even one skin

93. Have you ever made your own custom game? nope

94. Best D.Va skin? B.Va and Cruiser

95. Best Mercy skin? witch

96. Best Tracer skin? cadet oxton

97. Zarya’s Industrial and Cybergoth skins: yes, no, or HELL NO? nooooo

98. Do you want more animal character, robot characters, or human characters? give me robots

99. Is there are character you’d get rid of completely? widow? idk

100. What do you think Sombra’s real name is? ???????????

i put “….” where was questions about stuff i wasnt present on like old events or smething

aslo now your turn @irabelasfenharel ;)

#overwatch #irabelasfenharel​ #irabelasfenharel