#because i feel in this therapy setting where spamton wants to change

[spamsandsuch]

New Year’s Resolution

#my art #spamton #spamtonposting #addison spamton #spam e. mail #scopohobia tw #scopophobia #eye contact #eye contact tw #ask to tag #addsforthetherapeutic #afttp #afttp au #tagging my therapy au cuz its mostly attributed to that #because i feel in this therapy setting where spamton wants to change #the first step is rly difficult because it requires forgiving yourself while also taking responsibility #for your own actions #which is difficult for spamton because in my mind he already hates himself due to its flaws #and in my therapy au despite spamton regretting their actions it constantly berates and criticizes himself as a result #Leading to spamton to hate themself even more #Along with a sense of shame #and to me i feel like spamton would have a hard time understanding how to forgive itself #but perhaps maybe. Spamton would give it a try #For the sake of his mental health and their own personal growth #Though that’s not to say spamton spamton starts to love himself. Thats a whole different can of worms for it id imagine #But… i can imagine these small steps towards self forgiveness #Make spamton feel a little less worse abt themself as time passes #idk if that makes sense