#be me. goes to doctors with questions abt breast reduction. doctor says losing weight would be needed

[roychewtoy]

bleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaughhhhhhh

#sorry just pissing thoughts. talkin abt scran and weight nd that so. #just feel like two lines movin parallel with each other but not touchin when i think abt my body #be me. goes to doctors with questions abt breast reduction. doctor says losing weight would be needed #later in life. lowest weight ive ever been at. therapist says honestly just eat whatever as long as ur gettin food in u #worst ive been mentally but best i felt abt my chest #gets recommended to gender clinic. doesnt go cause where im at in my head #3 yrs on. today. put weight back on generally feelin more confident. but also puts weight on chest #mum says if u want top surgery u probably need to lose weight #MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN #i dont want to be unhealthy underweight just to feel solid abt my chest come onnnnmaaaaaaaan #sits down and stares at wall #okay ok #wbatever